so im meditating with headphones on and i am focusing on my voice inside, in the sounds (they are binaural beat sound waves only, no music. i was using frequencies to increase my aura if possible while i meditated) my inner voice would transform into literally another voice, at first it was a very soooothing high high pitched female voice and the things i heard were only partially clear, i went with my heart and tried to respond back but not aloud, only my thoughts felt necesary and were actually getting a response. i actually even remember the first voice i heard saying "you will be in your bedroom?" (all this of the voices come embedded in the sound waves as i hear them, its hard to explain tho lol)
but at first when i thought i heard that, it didnt quite register because she was saying something before that too but it was blurry, hard to understand... it ALWAYS sounded echoey and fades in and out as if the voice is blowing in the wind, probly will be longer and with more clarity depending on how well im focused on it, or develop this ability if it is in fact a channel experience) then i realized it was a question and was able to make sense of it. when i responded, and the voice was patient with me while i thought about what i heard, but when i replied with "yes i will be" then that voice kinda came back, but i started hearing a couple more voices alll of which were fading in and out in the wind, however you interpret it! but now, they were "weaving" or interescting in and out of eachother so it became increasingly difficult to focus on one voice, i couldnt do it actually. and putting sentences together was hard to come by but, i didnt worry about that.
instead, i let them all talk and i listened, and responded to what i could and was brief as i could be, but when i finished meditating, i felt i did the right thing by just letting the voices swim by and just let their presence be known. it seems it can only be a sort of exercise to become more familiar with it.
this was a new meditation experience for sure, and i cant help but wonder if i am developping the ability to channel? i never really felt it was my need to master this, so i hear it alot but, never researched into how i could do it. same with lucid dreaming, i like to remain receptive in my dreams and observe and recieve, but i have had a couple spontaneous astral projection experiences that were very VERY tough to navigate thru, i didnt make it to feet from my bed cuz i was so top-heavy/off balance. i didnt even know i was astral projecting or lucid dreaming, i just fell to the edge of my bed after realizing i cant really go anywhere after seeing myself asleep in the bed, and i was full of fear and used all my energy to yeall "I AM ONE" two times, and i woke up WIDE AWAKE in a panic as if it was just happening right before i woke up.
my point i am trying to make is, i have unexpectedly run into areas where i need 2 learn something i once had no interest in, would this be another one of them? what can i do about it, whatever this means? listen for names? do they often ask questions?
thanks all in advance for any responses. im quite intrigued right now and wont be falling asleep anytime soon im sure. lol
btw... was this not the most INTENSE weekend EVER?!?!?! I LOVED IT =D
in love and light:
-Steve!
p.s. my stomach feels oddly sick all of a sudden too. dunno if thats relevant. lol