I had been feeling in need of help and healing for some time after a period

of what I felt to be literal psychic attacks from dark forces within and without. I

scheduled a healing ceremony with a well known spiritual healer and herbalist,

and at the exact time of the healing ceremony, held in the United States, I was

in the Middle East, many thousands of miles away. Yet most palpably I could

feel the build-up of subtle energies at the exact time and immediately prior to

the healing ceremony being initiated! I was sitting, wide awake I might add,

on my bed, and my body started going into involuntary paroxysms and jerking

movements as this strong energy coursed through my body to remove the psycho

–physical blocks and debris within. My head and neck and back in particular were

subjected to an intense pressure and tightening contracting effect and I started

making inarticulate rasping and hissing sounds as my lower jaw began moving up

and down spontaneously in a kind of gnashing of teeth!

 

 Then, suddenly, there was a kind of virulent expulsion of energy through

the throat as I coughed forcefully a few times as if ‘vomiting’ out a nasty foreign

substance or toxic energy. My body felt immense relief and started to relax

after the ‘vomiting’. I kept on repeating out loud the prayer, as in a kind of self-

exorcism: “whatever you are in the name of Christ, leave me now and forever”.

My head was as it were yanked from side to side for several minutes . I had the

feeling of a kind of dirty black liquid being drained from my spinal column and

an image flashed into my mind of a big black monkey that had been sitting on

top of my head, its hands clasped over my eyes, its feet entwined around my

neck, being pulled off me at last. After about half an hour I felt calm with just a

  

                                                    Waiting for Godot? 

       I can quite understand my son why you feel as you do, somewhat in the Slough of Despond.  I can quite understand how you must feel, that there is not much hope of real change; that the life of humankind goes on its iron rails in the same old way.  The empire of Orion seems immovable, their minions, human elites, remain for the most part, in power; their economic system, though highly rattled and shaken, remains still the organizing principle of much of human life for the vast majority of the people.  It is difficult to extract yourself from it and still have an abundant life.  You have also been thinking how many times, predictions, including my own, have not come to pass – and here you are in your old job struggling on as you have been for years now.  You feel you are crying in the wind, like a voice in the wilderness, as if no one hears your prayers or answers your call.  This morning,  the frustration boiled over in your heart for you know for sure you are so much more than can be expressed in the current society and its values.  You must keep your mouth shut, and be a ‘good boy’, and follow the system that is in place and slave for your wages, for the few crumbs the elites deign to allow you from their table, so you can survive as their minion, as a cog in their machine.

        A Conversation with Higher Self – Is Channelling Evil?

       Question:  Why was I thrown to the wolves as it were in a recent life situation when my inner guides promised a miraculous outcome?

   Must I renounce channelling as evil? I am in great pain and confusion. Thank you.

       First of all, you were not thrown to the wolves, but you ventured into their den of your own accord. There were many signs and warnings but these were ignored.  There were your own gut feelings and suspicions too.  You were not left without help, nor are you now. You are in a situation of freewill; your Higher Self observes but does not interfere.  The messages of your inner guides hold some distortions, but also some truth. Psychic work / channelling etc. is a risky business fraught with danger because the lower astral and its denizens are all around – in earthly life you are immersed in it as in a sea. Better leave well alone, ask your Higher Self in the name of the Christos for any guidance you may need. It will be given, but not always instantly and in the form of words. Your soul’s guidance can come in many ways: in synchronicities in life, in things you read or what people say or do, in signs from nature and Mother Earth, in the clearest deepest feelings of your heart (not of course in your reactive emotions!).

       It is not an easy thing to speak to God/Masters/ Angels etc. nor is it a thing of casual familiarity.  And most of those who claim to do this – it has become a fashion in what is misnomered ‘the New Age’, for its practice is as old as humankind – are deluding themselves and being deluded, and many are attempting to glamourize/aggrandize themselves by association, as they did when they were priests and shamans in past lives.  It is now the same with channels and channelling as it was with the Guru fashion when you were young, and this too shall pass.