Something needs to change, somethings not right. It seems where not going anywhere and it has been this way for a long amount of time. Each time one of us gets the keys to the ride we don't have enough skills to stay in that state for a long enough amount of time to gather all that we need so we can go back at any moment in time. Our abilities fade out over and over again. Father and Mother god have abilities their pineals are open and can affect other humans greatly so why can't we? Sometimes I see things differently, how things affect us, technology, aliens, other beings. How is it that we can not view what we are looking for. The pah we gather here today is on a constant, this constant has variables that shift and change to what we can experience. What I am wondering is why can't we choose more to whats available so that we can begin ascending as a differential to doing nothing. Ascending is old shouldent we be able to experience this when we so choose it. The messages are getting old, it's the same thing over and over. The event should start now and my expectations of it might be greater than what its true purpose is. That G2 cloud thats going to affect the core of the galaxy maybe it is what we are longing for. Things are going to slow people don't experience enough. We learn three times faster when we experience, so why can't we choose the experience if it does not exist, shouldent we be able to create it. There's goto be a way to accelerate change things inside of us. You can't be afraid that's of no use, love is one way, its strong and it changes lives even experiences, but there is more to it. If only we could all go where we are needed so things can begin to accelerate, I don't understand much anymore. All I can do is learn and try to experience meditate maybe once in a while but I'm to simple not complex... when things get complex its because my base signature drive is going on a constant with the variable multiplying in effect.