15!?.......

and enlightened being is supposed to be. whether its focus on the positive man!
or the complete opposite, or in between the two. honestly, you dont even have
a focused intent on any of it. because you realize theres no need for that.
you dont intend on being this or being that. you can plan though, but thats
from the place where youre being present within the love you are and seeing
that theres a window of oppourtunity, to perform specific actions, like
doing the dishes or walking your animals, the variations range obviously

but the basics always remain, dishes, food, sleep for some, or sleeplessness
here and there, work is always a constant even when youre on a vacation.
another aspect of the misunderstandings of what it means to be an
enlightened being, is "sending wonderful thoughts your way!" or "keep your focus
on this color" or " keep your focus on only positive thoughts feelings
emotions and visions, and make sure to keep out the negative " this is abosolutely
absurd, and futile, because in just doing that, not only are you not being
the enlightened being you are, but youre identifying with that which you have
desired to NOT become, in the here now. and thats the egomind itself.

another example of whats called the spiritual ego, is you trying to control
the flow of the energies themselves, trying to control your thoughts,
your visions, your emotions and your feelings. also included is the
superiority delusion of the spiritual ego, where in you try to control
the situation thats taking place everywhere on the planet. and when it doesnt
go your way, you throw a fit over it. this is a part of the human conditioning
thats being worked through currently. only those who are currently open to
this kind of information are receptive to it, everyone else literally just
discards it and states that they have nothing to gain from it and then they
thank you for that wonderful waste of time youve just given them and wish
that they could give that time back, so they end up identifying with their ego
more and being focused on what happened in the past, and bringing that up
to your face, and in turn theyre missing the oppourtunity that resides here now.

now all of what ive just pointed out, is one of the many pitfalls that take place
in the process of self realization. some need the help and reference points
and ultimately end up picking up on their own natural guidance, which still
includes all life, they just may not feel the need to "read" the information
like youre readingi t here now, instead theyre reading it another way.
through their feelings. another pitfall that happens, is when they identify
with their thoughts of "not needing help from anyone." or " i dont need to
hear your message, but you need to hear mine" this again is superiority.
its the grandiose ego, or pompus if you will. another temporary experience
that takes place within the being, is their perception of you being
condescending, totting around that youre better than they are. that youre
being abusive, or that youre mad, or hostile, or that you digress too much.

this again is not the truth, just because you cease verbal speech doesnt mean
youre digressing, just because youre passionate , and the energy that comes from
you and touches them, feels to them that youre mad or hostile, isnt the case.
its in this experience that you learn the clear difference between yourself
and where theyre at, simply due to the fact that your body is a natural
truth detector, clearly you know when you get frustrated, and all other
feelings that take place, you even know when youre confused. the trick
is being present within those feelings when they arise , so that way
you dont come off from the state of reactivity or solely from your unconsciousness.
but instead you come from a place where you accept that these feelings are there
and you are with them simultaneously as you are doing whatever else it is you are doing.
in this you address them as they are, without judgement, even if the ego judges them
and conflict arises within you during it, you yourself, are not in conflict
so you address that too, and you in turn, are able to effeciently work with
the situation at hand, and you constantly discover new ways of how to handle
whatever it is that takes place.

in this you amplify your being presentness, and become even more stabilized
within YOUR awarneness. in turn you also go consistently, deeper into your heart.
in this you experience the clear difference between the love you are, and
the conditioning thats being passed around. you dont react, you respond.
you have no problem with another being getting upset over you not responding
immediately, you also have no problem if the being walks away, or comes at you
in some form, you take it as it is, and you handle it maturely, accordindly.