When you come into the realization of who and what you are, there will still be those in your immediate presence who do not wish to honor your independence. Control of another is the hardest stronghold that some wish to give up. At times, its as simple as " I know better than you so Im gonna FORCE you to do this or that" or my way is better than yours so therefore I am going to take charge of this situation.
This can be in such situations as when you ask someone to bring you something from the store (after they ask do you want anything), whether your paying for it or not, they bring you the kind THEY want YOU to have instead of the kind the know for a fact you prefer. My way is the best way, what do you know attitude. Or, you ask them not to do something and they do it anyway, freak what you said. Control freaks. I too, have been one, so, I understand them. Smile
Yesterday, I almost got upset, but, my Higher Self validated it was a form of LOSING control over another, that was the cause of the situation, and nothing else. And, and, its not fair to use another person to try and control someone, cause it puts the middle person in a situation that they dont deserve to be in. Causing misdirected negative energy. Thank Spirit my Galactic Family educated me to reality. The energy did not transpire because of my teachings.
That situation only made me realize that TOTAL independence is what my Heart desires, and its the will of God/Goddess for me to be free. Im not sure how this will transpire, but, in my Heart, I know for a fact that it will. My current situation is temporary, and, soon Nageetah IsRaeL arit NZinga will very soon,be totally free of all the ILLUSIONAL strongholds, ALL OF THEM.
I AM going to honor and respect others independence, because when mines is infringed upon, its contrary to my Spirit. "Whom the sun/son sets free is truely free indeed."
I AM going to generate a form of income that I dont have to worry about how to pay the bills and not have to be a roomate to anyone but myself, it too can become a form of control. I AM going to go within for the answers and not seek it from others. I AM here to validate that GOD/GODDESS can move mountains, and so can I. There are no dreams that I have that are not possible, unless they are not in the will of God/Goddess.
Age is just a number. Don't fool yourself because of your age, you believe you somehow have a monolopy on life, maybe the illusion, but not life. There are many who are here that are younger than me, but, thier wisdom is ageless, and I thank Spirit for giving me the understanding of this fact.
These are not complaints, but analizations of MY situation. I AM happy, and, I want everyone to be happy, therefore, when my happiness makes another unhappy, I will remove my self from that situation. Its in my Spirit to be happy, its natural. No longer will I downplay myself for others to feel better about themselves. If you refuse to take my hand and step OUT of the illusion, thats on you. IM goin on. It's my time to be happy and no one or anything seen or unseen can stop it.
I just love me soooo much. I WISH THE WORLD WAS HAPPY, its sooo becoming.
It feel so good when you let go
Avoid this drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game, free from all the stress
So buy your happiness
I don't know, only God knows where the story is
For me, but I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose whether we win or loose
And I choose to win
Mary J. Blidge from No More Drama
Love Geeta
