Crows and Swallows

Hello there. I'm new to the concept of awakening but recent life events drew me towrds it.

My summer...

I was getting followed by crows literally everywhere I went. I leave my house the crows would start going crazy and wouldn't stop until I got to work which was about a 15 minute walk. The second I stepped outside, no matter where I was, crows would start cawing. Even when i would visit other states crows would take notice. But anytime I would break down or come to a personal realiztion these swallows would show up out of nowhere and fight the crows off. The first time it happened, was the first day i started getting back into to shape and right after a mile run, the swallows showed and in the air drove the crows away. 

This happned the entire summer, every time I would get my lowest the swallows would show up and fight the crows off. This one time I was feeling really low and literally tens of the birds filled the sky where I was looking out the window. They were cirling and flying and driving the crows away.

Basically the hole summer Hawks would cirlce above me but I saw them less. Sometimes there would up to six cirlcing above me. One time on a walk to work there were about 15 of them on a bulding I walked past everyday just sitting in silence and stillness. 

I've been going through a lot emotion distress after a series of traumatic events in my life. And for about the last year and half of my life have made life harder and harder day by day. It really got worst this summer but after all this, for the first time in a while I feel myself getting better. And even the circumstances around my healing are bizarre. I've wanted to quit so many times but after all I've been through realize I have to keep going and progressing. My nickname in high school was birdman to..not really sure if its relevent or just a funny coincedence.

I just wanted to hear what people thought of this or if anyone has had similar experiences.

Any adivce or comments are welcome.