EYE OF THE NEEDLE ~ EXISTENTIAL SHIFT CRISIS

Where do I belong?

Where do I begin with writing about the existential crisis I now find myself in.
This is just one question I have been sitting with for some weeks now. I have been
aware that the appropriate moment to write about this would present itself to me,
and that moment was this morning, as I woke with a thought that facilitated a
coherent sense of the crisis that I am personally experiencing, and that thought was

“Where do I belong?”

What I am experiencing personally in relation to The Great Shift is akin to the Eye
of the Needle. This may be a reflection of what will present within both the
individual and global reality, if we are genuinely committed to taking an
evolutionary leap in our personal and collective consciousness. This is the Clarion
Call of these Times which present an unprecedented evolutionary opportunity for
Humanity. And so, I will now share exactly where I am located in terms of now
finding myself at the very core of this Shift experience.

I awoke this morning thinking, “Where on Earth do I belong?” This thought has
arisen after weeks of experiencing a further ‘breaking down’ and ‘de-conditioning’
from the old paradigm consciousness. And so, I find myself immersed in a core
existential crisis which raises the question ‘Where on Earth do I belong’.
From the perspective of my consciousness, I am acutely aware that I no longer
experience myself as aligned with the dysfunctional the old paradigm. At the same
time, I am also holding the awareness that the New Paradigm is not yet a physical
reality. So, where on Earth do I, or others who are also in this Shift Crisis, belong?
The old paradigm is still an all pervading physical reality, whilst the New
Paradigm, at this stage, remains a conscious experience of a substantial shift in the
consciousness of conscious evolutionaries.

So, those of us who are no longer consciously aligned with the old paradigm and
the ways of the old world, face an existential crisis in terms of where to locate
ourselves, not only at a physical level, but more especially in terms of the multilevels
of a global system/society that represents the antithesis of the conscious
evolutionists we have become.

The emerging New Epoch for Humanity, with its New Paradigm Consciousness
and Intelligence, IS the reality outcome of The Shift. This is becoming more and
more of a conscious reality for many. For some, it is already their living reality,
and this fact presents an existential crisis to those who are now fully rooted in
New Paradigm Consciousness.
From the Mental Grid to the Heart Grid

The Shift into the New Paradigm and an elevated individual and collective
consciousness reality is initiating the potential for a personal and global shift of
consciousness on an unprecedented scale. The Shift is facilitating the acceleration
of personal and global evolution. It seeks to guide Humanity away from fear and
survival level consciousness, with its preoccupation, prioritization, promotion and
glorification of the lower ‘mind’ and ‘ego’ which each hold an infinite capacity for
adaptation, conditioning and ‘doing’, and instead it encourages Humanity towards
grounded and embodied experiences of what it is to live in truth, to feel alive, to
thrive, be joyful and live in unity, as is made possible in a New Consciousness
Paradigm.

New Paradigm Consciousness prioritizes, promotes and reveres the Heart and Soul
as the very substance to be found at the core of a New Global Society. One that is
built upon New Paradigm Values and an Ethos which promotes elevated
consciousness and progressive conscious evolution. A New Paradigm that wholly
encourages and facilitates Self-development, Self-realization and Selfactualization
which, in turn, organically facilitate the same in terms of Global
development, Global evolution and Global peace.

For thousands of years, Humanity has been locked into a ‘Mental Grid’ that
overlays the Earth – a Mental Matrix. It is this grid which has kept us individually
and collectively entrenched in the mode of unconscious ‘doing’. New Paradigm
Consciousness calls for us to explore and cultivate the very meaning of
humanness, which fundamentally is – Being. We are human beings, not human
doings. Therefore being human, in the truest sense, means that we must dedicate
ourselves more to Being, if we are ever to truly experience inner and world peace.
Doing, per se, is no negative thing if it is ‘conscious doing’, however, the majority
of doing that Humanity is caught in originates from an un-integrated ego and the
lower mind, and is founded in old paradigm consciousness.

How to Shift from Human Doing to Human Being? – This is the Question
Here, I would like to share some of my own personal experience.
Aged sixteen, I began to consciously awaken and although I did not realize it then,
I entered the Shift experience. In fact, it is true to say that we have all been
engaged with this process, consciously or unconsciously, since incarnating into
this life. However, returning to my own experience. Since this time, I have been
going through a series of phases that have amounted to nothing less than a total
breaking down of the old, in order to break through to the new.

When I was sixteen, the physical symptoms of the Shift phenomena began. (I have
written about the ‘ascension’ process and its accompanying physical symptoms in
my book, ’2012: A Clarion Call’). At this point in my life, and for some years
following, I was still immersed in the old paradigm working at a job whilst at the
same time managing intense, random and bizarre symptoms. These symptoms
continued and reached a peak when I was thirty-nine. However, let us return
chronologically to the phase I entered following the conscious beginning of my
own Shift process.

From the ages of sixteen to twenty-eight, I was enduring an intensely challenging
physical process. At twenty-eight, I made a personal life changing decision and
this took me into an experience of consciously choosing to ‘disconnect’ from the
‘working world’, in order to begin to rediscover and reclaim my natural rhythmic
day and night life cycles.

I still recall the isolating early days of this experience in terms of the finger
pointing judgments of family, ‘friends’ and a society entrenched in conditioning.
Negotiating ‘de-conditioning’ was like wading my way through a quagmire, yet I
stayed true to my felt sense that I needed to do such for my own salvation.
And so, I spent three years de-conditioning from familial and societal expectations
of how I ‘should’ live my life, and began to experiment with how, ideally, I would
wish to live it.

After three years of de-conditioning, I decided to seek a transpersonal, humanistic
psychotherapy. I was actively seeking a psychotherapy with a Soul, one that spoke
to the Soul. I sought such so that I could begin to explore those questions and
‘reactions’ that were holding a spotlight over my evolutionary process. (I write in
some detail of this in my new book, ‘A 21st Century Handbook for Psychological,
Conscious and Spiritual Evolution’ available Bear & Co August 2013). Thus, I
began an intense nine years phase of deep psychological inner-work, as well as
psychotherapy training.

On March 16, 2002, after having peeled away layer after layer at a psychological
level, I experienced a total physical collapse, followed by an experience of dying
at Easter 2002. A specific reason for this was the need for an intense physical
release of all that I had been processing, releasing and experiencing in terms of my
evolution to that point. This had its roots in lifetimes of stored trauma, as well as
in my ancestral conditioning. However, a major cause of this was also a
preparation for my what was to come in my life at a later stage. (I speak more
about this in an audio interview to be posted on WorldShift International in
December 2012, and a detailed account can be found in my book ‘2012: A Clarion
Call’).

It took seven harrowing years to recover from my total physical collapse. In 2009,
I began to see a light at the end of the tunnel and, for the first time in seven years, I
began to believe that I might just get my life back again. In March 2009, I started
to write my first book, ’2012: A Clarion Call’, and for the first time felt aligned
with my ‘Soul’s Higher Purpose’ (at that stage). In September of that same year, I
became a co-initiator of WorldShift 2012, in November 2010 I founded
WorldShift Movement and in November 2011, I co-founded WorldShift
International with Kingsley Dennis. In February 2012, I began to write the first of
a series of self-published books, and in March 2012 I started to write my second
mainstream published book – ‘A 21st Century Handbook for Psychological,
Conscious and Spiritual Evolution’. And so it was, that I surfed that particular
wave from 2009 to 2012.

However, on New Year’s Eve 2011, I entered into a near comatose state where for
two days I was barely able to move or think. I came out of that and realized I had
entered yet another evolutionary phase as, suddenly and unexpectedly, I began to
question everything – again.

This time I was questioning what I was ‘doing’ and why? “For what purpose?” I
began to question the multi-faceted world that my Work had brought me into
contact with. This process of questioning had first arisen in November 2010, when
I had lost one of my closest friends who transitioned this world. I was unable to
work for three weeks and just sat in a space of “What am I doing” and “For what
purpose?” I deeply contemplated just disappearing to live a simple life, close to
nature, one that was joyful and not so serious, as at that point I was immersed in
working 18 hours a day.

However, I talked myself round and got back onto the treadmill of working. This
involved interacting with a diverse number of accomplished individuals who were
all working within the ‘better-world’ arena. Often, I found myself overlooking the
incongruent and contradictory attitudes and conduct of many whose promotion of
New Paradigm values was at a juxtaposition with how they conducted themselves
in their professional communications and personal lives. Their actions were often
aligned with tried and tested old paradigm methods/rules/regulations and ways
which best served getting their respective messages across with maximum success.
I found myself feeling disappointed, for I had imagined the ‘movers and shakers’
of the ‘better world’ arena to be inspirational role models who did not just talk the
talk, but walked the talk in regard to their values, when it came to their better
world values and ethos. It was at this point that I came to realize just how
instrumental personal evolution is in terms of global evolution, and how without
the former, the latter is unsustainable, no matter how ideal the vision. This insight,
along with my ongoing involvement in that world, served as a precursor to yet
another uncomfortable, personal evolutionary breakthrough process I was to
experience.

2012 has not been the year I ‘expected’, but we all know what happens when we
have expectations! Whereas I had ‘expected’ to be riding high on the crest of the
wave of the Work I was doing, and how that was unfolding with all the potential it
offered if I continued to work eighteen hour days, instead I found myself deeply
questioning just what exactly was I doing and why? What was behind my reason
for doing it, and for ‘overlooking’ the incongruent conduct of many I had
encountered along the way? Why was I willing to ‘turn a blind eye’ and in that,
collude with sustaining the old way? And, did I have to do so in order to continue
to ride the crest of that high wave? For, if I chosen to be untrue to my own values,
I could have surfed even bigger waves that would have come my way in that
vocational arena.

What was it that I truly wished to do, and why? After much soul searching, I
realized that the only thing I really wanted to do was that which I felt most
passionate about and brought me the greatest joy. I ascertained that what I feel
most passionate about and brings me the greatest joy is Love and Truth. So,
whatever I was going to dedicate myself to needed to have those values running
through to the very core. I realized that when it came to my vocational calling,
what it boiled down to, in terms of what I felt most passionate about and brought
me the greatest joy is writing about that which I feel most passionate about.
On New Years Eve, 2011, I began my descent into a deepening existential crisis
that I first became aware of in my mid-thirties. By February 2012, I found myself
with an overwhelming desire to wear white for six months and just BE. This was
impossible owing to a continuous need to earn an income in order to meet basic
survival needs. However, I was overtaken by a powerful urge to immediately stop
anything that amounted to unconscious ‘doing’.

I had consciously entered the ‘Eye of the Needle of the Shift’. I had reached the
‘tipping point’ – only this was not the global ‘tipping point’ that has been
extensively written about – but the ‘tipping point’ within the Self, which I have yet
to have read about. If we are to survive the global ‘tipping point’ and emerge out
of The Shift from a ‘survive’ to ‘thrive’ reality, then we must have done so within
the Self. Having reached my own ‘tipping point’ on New Year’s Eve 2011, I
tumbled into an existential crisis which has remained a constant for me throughout
2012.

The existential crisis I face, having stepped out of all adapting and conditioning,
etc, is this: How and where do I fit into a world that physically remains rigidly
locked into the old paradigm consciousness and its ways? For example, there are
aspects of the work that I have been engaged in for many years that I simply
cannot continue. And yet, this is the very work that has provided the financial
resources I have needed to just barely meet my basic survival needs.
In 2009, just before I began writing, I started to feel extremely nauseous every
time I considered doing something that I truly and deeply did not wish to do. And
yet my mind and fear always dictated that I ‘must’ continue on that path, as it was
my only means to meet my survival level needs. The writing made my heart sing,
yet was unpaid, but my other paying work made me physically ill.
What was I to do? I literally limped on, adapting and telling myself that I must
continue to do what I was doing, consoling myself that it supported the needs of
others, but overlooking the fact that it no longer served my own deeper needs.
When we are conditioned by our upbringing, our culture and the world, we can be
masters of adaptation and self-delusion!

However, my body is my compass. It reveals everything to me that I need to know
and remains my wisest counsel. And so, I remained feeling intensely unwell each
time I continued to do something that I was no longer fully aligned with.
This year, my physical reactions reached a peak level and so I made the choice to
finally fully listen to my body and follow its guidance. This amounted to making a
choice to discontinue any aspect of my work which causes my body to react by
making me feel unwell. To have made this choice however, has meant that my
capacity for earning an income to cover my basic survival needs has reached zero
point. I knew this would happen, which is why I had ignored my body’s guidance
to discontinue adapting in order to survive.
Zero Point

And so, having followed my truth and lived in alignment with it, I find myself at
ground zero when it comes to my capacity to meet my survival needs materially.
My pulse for ‘life’ when it comes to colluding with old paradigm conditioning has
flat-lined. As Eckhart Tolle so beautifully shares, “Death is a stripping away of all
that is not you. The secret to life is to “die before you die”–and find that there is
no death.”

‘Stripping away of all that is not you” – sums up arrival at Zero Point within the
Self. Humanistic psychotherapy extols the theory of an ‘adapted self’ and an
‘Authentic Self’. Our human evolutionary journey is one of stripping away all that
is the adapted self in order to fully embody the Authentic Self. (See my book
‘Ego/Self: A Fairytale’ to more fully understand this). However, where does a
fully embodied Authentic Self that is not willing to adapt in any way whatsoever
belong in the existing old paradigm global system?

I have come to realize from my own process that there are times when we really
believe we are fully living and embodying our Authentic Self, and yet on
hindsight, we come to realize that in fact, we were not, that we were still adapting,
no matter how subtle in order to meet our survival (or in the more adapted,
security) needs.

So, how do I, how do we, fully live the Authentic Self to the degree where no part
of us is adapting in order to survive? Where no part of us is colluding with
dysfunctional old paradigm ways in order to survive? Can those of us who believe
we are fully living our Authentic Self truly say that we are, for to do so forces our
removal from a dysfunctional system. Remaining in such a system takes us out of
authentic relationship with our Self, with others, and with the world.
The Authentic Self is the True Self – and embodying such allows us to create a
Self fulfilling prophecy of living a peaceful and harmonious life and serving as a
catalyst for a peaceful and harmonious world. Yet, how do we live ABSOLUTE
TRUTH and remain in the system as it is? This is the question that now
preoccupies my every waking and sleeping moment.

The Human Ball of Doing

In the existing old paradigm system, in order to meet their basic survival needs
most people are ‘doing’ what they do not want to ‘do’, rather than ‘being’ what they
most wish to ‘be’. The current system is set up to support those who collude or
align with it. Humanity has lost its way. It has become enmeshed and enslaved in
a dysfunctional global culture. It has become anaesthetized by a cultural
conditioning that begins at birth, by those who themselves have been conditioned
by the generations before them.

During a recent conversation with a friend, he spoke of something he terms “The
Human Ball of Doing”. In this “Ball” he views, “Humanity running around
‘doing’.” He spoke of no longer wishing to be a part of that “Ball, or part of that
doing”. I was struck by this analogy when he shared it and had a flash of seeing
myself free floating outside of the ‘Ball’, looking at it and noting that it was
indeed very busy – doing! However, sitting in deep contemplation of the ‘Ball’, I
began to wonder if it might be representative of the old Earth – the old world – the
old paradigm, and yet I could not see another ‘Ball’ which might be termed ‘The
Human Ball of Being’.

In this place of Zero Point, I find myself feeling out on a limb. It is as if I can no
longer live in the old world however, the new one has yet to be present as a
physical reality. Where do I land? Where do I belong now? For the New World
Paradigm is in its early phase of anchoring into human consciousness. At this
point, it remains an emerging reality within the consciousness of those individuals
who have reached a level of personal evolution to recognize that a New Paradigm
with a New Paradigm Consciousness is a consequence – and the positive outcome
of The Shift.

The Incarnation of a New Paradigm Consciousness
I imagine, like myself, there must be many who are simply no longer able to align
with any thought, word, action or deed that is not in full alignment with, and the
truest expression of the truth of their fully embodied Authentic Self. And so,
where to from here?

For myself, I find I am in a nigh impossible situation. For being aligned with the
New World Paradigm Consciousness, I am fully aligned with the truth of who I
am. As such, I am only able to align with that which is my personal experience of
pure truth. This level of consciousness releases me from the Human Ball of Doing,
yet where do I belong now?

At a practical level, the single most challenging aspect of such a release brings us
back to the question of how to meet our basic survival needs? For myself, my rent
is due. My car payment is due. My bills are due. I need to sustain my body with
the nutrition, nourishment, protection and care that it needs. How do I do this if I
follow the wisdom of my Soul, as expressed through the unequivocally accurate
guidance of my physical and energetic bodies whose intense reactions to anything
that is untruth block the path to the old paradigm ways I engaged with, in order to
sustain myself?

The aspect of my work that I am no longer able to align with is what I had held on
to in order to meet my basic survival needs. Yet, doing this has created immense
disharmony within myself, and has resulted in ongoing physical reactions and
symptoms that are not catalyzed by ‘ascension process’, (see ‘2012: A Clarion
Call for full explanation of this), but instead caused by the suppression of fully
living my Truth.

What is true is that whenever we ‘do’ something we do not truly wish to do, even if
we believe that we are okay doing it, we impact our health and well being. It is
both the act of doing that which we do not truly wish to do, along with the coping
mechanisms that we adopt to manage adaptation, including addictions to food,
beverages, alcohol, television, Facebook, the internet, sex, consumerism, media
etc, etc which make us ill.

Most of today’s illnesses and diseases (dis-ease) are due to living inauthentic,
repressed lives, living out of alignment with the truth of who we are, and living the
dysfunctional expectations of others and society that keep us locked into the
Mental Grid that has held us in a vice like grip for millennia.
A Shift – From The Mental Grid to The Heart Grid

The Mental Grid is a grid-work overlaying the psyche, the Self and the Earth.
Each one of us is plugged into it, save for an exceptional few who live in the most
hidden places on the Earth and have, by divine grace, managed to maintain an
indigenous way of life which has kept them out of it. These are the happiest and
healthiest human beings on the Earth. Humanity has been plugged into The Mental
Grid for millennia. This grid is so entrenched within the psyche that we must each
consciously recognize what we are caught in, order to extricate ourselves from it.
On the Winter Solstice of 1999, the Sun rose to conjunct the intersection of the
Milky Way and the Plane of the Ecliptic to form a Cosmic Cross. This rare
astronomical event, continuing until 2016, occurs just once in a 26,000 year cycle
and could be seen to serve as a catalyst for the full activation of Christ
Consciousness, which is simply another term for Heart Consciousness.
The rare 06.06.12 Venus transit heralded the anchoring and activation of this Heart
Grid that has overlaid the Earth since the times of Lemuria, Atlantis, Buddha and
Jesus. This has lain dormant for thousands of years, awaiting the moment on the
Timeline of Humanity when ‘enough’ human Souls had attained a high degree of
consciousness to activate and anchor it into the physical. Sufficient numbers of
Humanity have now evolved to allow a Shift to occur from the ‘mental level’ and
to begin to live from the heart.

Let us note here that each year the December Solstice Sun aligns with the Equator
Midline of the Milky Way. To gain a perspective on this, imagine the Earth’s
equator, which forms the division between the Northern and Southern
Hemispheres. Astronomically, the Winter Solstice Sun has been pointing into the
Southern Galactic Hemisphere for 13,000 years.

As we approach perfect alignment with the Galactic Equator, a thirty-six year
process will conclude, at which point the Winter Solstice Sun will have been
reoriented to point to the Northern Galactic Hemisphere. I mention this here
because a reorientation of the focus of the Winter Solstice Sun into the Northern
Galactic Hemisphere, following 13,000 years of pointing into the Southern
Galactic Hemisphere, is a reflection of a reorientation, – a Shift of consciousness
that is occurring within the personal and collective psyche. (For a full list of
astronomical shifts and Earth changes, please see ‘2012: A Clarion Call’).
Incarnating a New World Paradigm

And so, for those of us who have arrived at Zero Point within ourselves – who feel
as if we have fallen into a ‘gap’ – we must take heart and recognize that what we
have done is take an evolutionary leap from the old to the New Paradigm, from the
Mental Matrix to the Heart Matrix. The existential question for those of us who
are pledging a commitment to no longer adapt themselves in any way that brings
them out of full alignment with living the whole truth and nothing but the truth of
who they are and why they are here, (which is to support the physical incarnation
of a New World Paradigm with a New Paradigm Consciousness), is this: How do
we do so? How do we live fully aligned lives with a New Paradigm Consciousness
that has yet to physically incarnate?

The old paradigm system is not set up to support those who wish to unhook
themselves from the ‘Mental Grid’, and focus their energies and skills towards
building a new global society that is founded in the Heart Grid and New Paradigm
Consciousness. Nor will it seek to do so – why would it? For to support such
would amount to nothing less than whole-scale change, and the transformation of
global socio-political/environmental/ecological policy. Existing global systems
would be required to adapt existing, and initiate new, policies that prioritize the
heart, Soul and well being of the both the individual and the Collective. A seismic
Shift from consumerism to humanitarianism would be required at every level of
policy, in every country in the world.

So, for those of us who might be considered the ‘first wave’ of fully embodied
expressions of the Authentic Self, we find ourselves in existential contemplation
asking ourselves such questions as to how to sustain ourselves during this
Transition – the space between physically incarnate paradigms? How do refrain
from giving into old paradigm ways to ensure the cost of basic survival needs are
met, which only serves to perpetuate the distorted values of the old paradigm?
How do we move forward with integrity, authenticity, grace, honesty and respect,
in ways that are non-confrontational in terms of our choice for non-participation in
old dysfunctional global systems, in which our higher values and vision for a
better world do not fit? How do we remain true to our Authentic Selves and
survive? Where is the place for those of us who no longer wish to collude with a
globally dysfunctional system, whose covert aim is to maintain an anaesthetized
and distracted Humanity?

An Awakened Humanity

Let us imagine for a moment the kind of New Paradigm society that could begin to
unfold if a global system was in place that served the needs of all people and
animals, nature and the Earth? What would happen if the money that is spent on
perpetuating consumerism and defense was instead allocated for wellness, health
and harmony programs for all citizens? What would happen if government policy
and public resources were focused on care for the entire community, locally and
globally? What could be possible if there were ‘needs appropriate’ care for all? If
fully funded ‘family harmony’ programs were available? And, if psychological
support and peace retreats were offered to all at specific age thresholds throughout
life, for example; 18, 21, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70, 80, etc?

What would happen if a fraction of the money spent on maintaining a
dysfunctional system was reallocated to support those gifted philosophers, artists,
musicians, writers, poets and those brilliant pioneers in the fields aligned with
New Paradigm Consciousness, whose sole focus is to bring beauty, wisdom,
harmony, balance and peace to the world? What might happen if the values and
practice of deep care for ourselves, each other, the animals, nature, and the Earth
were instilled as core teaching elements within the educational system and the
working environment?

What could be possible if funding were there for all who wish to follow their
greatest dreams? What kind of world would we live in if everyone had the
opportunity to explore their own higher ideals? Many years ago, my mother
revealed to me that when she was young she had wanted to become an opera
singer, yet owing to an absence of funding to support her in that, she instead
became a manager in a warehouse. As she shared her story and the light of that
dream once again flashed across her face and danced in her eyes, rapidly
disappearing as she returned back to our conversation, I could see how that light
had been extinguished within her by her early twenties, at the realization of having
to let go of her childhood dream. How many have grown up with a vision of all
they hoped life would be, only to have lost that pure passion and joy to the harsh
reality of life in the current system?

We need a new system. One which honors, supports and validates the highest ideal
of each individual. A system where the emphasis is not on maintaining a fear
based paradigm, and personal gain at the expense of another. A non-dualistic
system which serves to unify and fosters unity within Self, and with others. We
need a new system where none are destined to fall into a ‘gap’ when their personal
evolution takes them to a threshold in which they need to take a leap, and be
supported in that. We need a system which fully supports and celebrates the
unfolding and embodying of the Authentic Self – one which recognizes how each
time this occurs the community, the country, and the world becomes a more
beautiful and peaceful place.

Where To From Here?

However, returning to the now…

If I can conclude with my own experience. How do I stay fully present in my
Authentic Self, rooted in the truth that is found at Zero Point within the Self, in a
world in which money, not love and care, is the currency? For this is the reality of
the current archaic dysfunctional old paradigm system. It is one in which the
quality of life, in terms of basic survival needs, is determined by money.
How many of our hopes and dreams are let go of in order to ensure that our basic
survival needs are met? And what happens to those, like myself, who choose truth
at all costs? How do we extricate ourselves from survival level mentality, the
Mental Matrix, the “Ball of Doing”, in order to bestow upon the world the wealth
of true wisdom and beauty that is only to be found within the heart and Soul?
How do we walk a path of unequivocal truth that speaks to entirely different
values to those of the old paradigm system? What happens to those who are no
longer able to exist in the old dysfunctional paradigm which determines that
money makes the world go around? A system which insists that we must
continually strive and adapt in order to secure enough income to keep a roof over
our heads and food on the table?

Where to from here for many of those who are the midwifes of a newly
incarnating Paradigm that IS the phenomenon termed The Great Shift? At what
cost – living Absolute Truth?

As 2012 has unfolded, I have moved further and further away from ‘doing’, as I
have consciously chosen to respond to a Call that arises from the core of my Soul.
A Call which urges me to simply BE true, and to BE what I feel most passionate
about and brings me the greatest joy.

I feel that we are each called to BE that which will most support the physical
incarnation of a New World Paradigm. No role is greater than another. That which
we feel most passionate about and brings us the greatest joy, is an instrumental
contribution to the co-creation of a New World Paradigm when aligned with the
New Consciousness, for it supports the birth of a New Epoch for Humanity. One
which has long been prophesied throughout millennia as a New Golden Age. In
my heart of hearts, my deepest wish is to write and serve as a facilitator for the
physical anchoring of a New World Paradigm, and as a guiding Light for the Way
forward for Humanity, at a personal and global evolutionary level.
Six Core Values for an Evolving World & Twelve Foundation Stones for a New
World Paradigm

I am in the Eye of the Needle, in terms of the Shift. I have reached Zero Point
within myself. There is no turning back, no compromising, no egoic self
negotiating, no collusion. I have let go and let God/Source. I have to trust and
surrender fully. I do not have the means by which to meet my basic survival needs.
I am no longer able to adapt and ‘do’ what I must ‘do’ in order to survive.
To continue to do so is inauthentic, neither is it aligned with the New Paradigm
Consciousness which has at its heart ‘Six Core Values for an Evolving World’ and
‘Twelve Foundation Stones for a New World Paradigm’. These form the bedrock
of WorldShift International and WorldShift Movement. I have written about these
in my new book where a full explanation for each can be found.

The Six Core Values are: Peace, Restorative Justice, Sustainability,Compassionate Action,Conscious Communication and Conscious Evolution. The
Twelve Foundation Stones for a New World Paradigm are: Equality, Inclusivity,
Understanding, Forgiveness, Empathy, Co-Creation, Co-Operation, Co-Support,
Collaboration, Non-Monetary Transactions, Non-Violent/Compassionate
Communication, Unconditional Giving, Receiving and Doing.
And so, I conclude here.
What price Truth?
What price freedom?
What price the Shift – from adapted to Authentic Self?
What outcome for one who is no longer able to adapt in an old paradigm system in
order to survive?
I am living this as my reality now and I shall let you know what I discover the
other side of the Shift.
In Love and Truth.
Nicolya Christi.

October 30, 2012. Rennes le Chateau. Southern France.
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