FAITH's Story ~ LOVE, TRUST and LYFE ~ Part Two
Faith/Sephora: GREETEYNGS Once Againe My BELOVED Brothers and SySTARS! THyse Moment Is When I Have Beene Called To Brynge To You The NEXT PART Of My Story.
I Wanted To ELABORATE A Lyttle More On My Darker Selfe O'Calys And What SHE ~ I As WElle ~ Did To Chris HEART's LYGHTE That Was SOOOOO HORRIBLE. As I Have Already Stated, O'Calys WAS A DarkFyre Goddess Vampyre That THRIVED On The SUFFERING Of Those Arounde Her. She ABSOLUTELY LOVED Inflicteyng PAIN and Tortureous Experiences Upon Those That She Targetted! She Has ARRANGED For And Carryed Out The OUTRYGHTE CAPTURE (Kidnappeyng as it is knowne in thyse 3rd Dimensional plane) Of Chris Knyghte Shadowe HEART'S LYGHTE On THe Very Day That He Was Borne! Chris Was Given THe Warrior Name NIGHT SHADOW On/At His Byrthe. Whyte Thunder ALREADY KNEWE That His Younger Son WOULDE BE Taken From Them By A DarkFyre And Woulde Be Gyven The Name Night Shadow By His Captor. He IN NO WAYE Knew That Chris Woulde NOT KNOWE His Family Name ~ Corde' ~ UNTYLLE The Nyghte of His 13th "Byrthe-Daye". THAT NYGHTE Became THE MOST PAINE-FULL and HORRIBLE For Chris. You See, O'Calys Had Her Syghtes Set ON Becomeyng Pregnant By One Of The Corde' Men (thyse DOES Include Whyte Thunder and Chris and Erice's Ancestor/Second Father Black Rage HEART'S SONG whom she TRYED UN-Successfully to SEDUCE and become impreganted by). She CREATED In Chris What We Here On Gaia/Earth Knowe As DIABETES. Even Though She NEARLY KILLED Chris THREE TYMES Between His 3rd and 21st Byrthe-Dayes HE KNEWE ~ and Nowe SO DO WE ~ That THERE WAS A SPECIFIC REASON FOR THYSE AND HE ACCEPTED THE SITUATYON AS IT WAS THROWNE AT HIM And FOUGHTE For His Very Lyfe When He Needed To. Thyse Was Bad... Yet NOT The Absolute WORST that O'Calys Woulde Do To Chris. THAT Actually Came On The Nyghte That Chris Reached His 13th Season (byrthe-daye here on Gaia/Earth). It Was At SunSet That She QUIETLY Slipped Into His Sleepeyng Chamber (prison cell basically) And Approached Him. She BOLDELY STATED That She WANTED A CHILDE BY ONE OF THE CORDE' MEN AND THAT SHE WANTED HIM TO "MAKE LOVE" TO HER THUS IMPREGNATEYNG HER. He FLAT-OUT REFUSED and Tolde Her To "GO FYNDE YOUR PERVERSE PLEASRE ELSEWHERE O'CALYS BECAUSE I WYLLE NOT GYVE IT TO YOU WYLLEYNGELY!" Completely ENRAGED By His Refusal, She Then Pinned Him Downe To The Table Behynde Him and STRIPPED HIM NAKED Wythe A Thoughte and The Quicke Flip Of Her Knife! He FOUGHTE Againste The Psychic Byndenyngs That Helde Him Downe, Yet Gave Up After A Short Whyle Because IT WAS NO USE AnyeWaye. He Symply Steeled HimSelfe For WHATEVER O'Calys Was Goyng To Do To Him. HE WAS NEVER ALONE THOUGHE. ALTHOUGHE HE DID NOT AT THAT MOMENT KNOWE HIS FAMILY NAME ~ THYSE WOULDE FULLY EMPOWER CHRIS FAR MORE THAN ALMOSTE ANYTHYNGE ELSE COULDE ~ RAGE AND O.W.L. (Head HEALER Of LYGHTE under Hades' Command) WERE RYGHTE THERE WYTHE CHRIS and Enabled Him To Face EVERYTHYNGE that O'Calys Did To Him That Nyghte.
Rage And OWL Bothe Bonded Wythe Chris HEART, SOUL and BLOOD BEFORE O'Calys Seriously Started Tortureyng Chris. It Was THAT MOVE and THEIR PURE, UN-CONDITYONAL LOVE FOR CHRIS ~ AND His Owne Quiet STRENGTH ~That ALLOWED Chris To ENDURE BE-yng CUT TO RIBBONS, THEN CASTRATED By O'Calys. Her FULL INTENT... by the waye she constantly shouted "YOU ARE NOTHING NIGHT SHADOW! BY THE TIME I AM DONE WITH YOU NO WOMYN WILL EVER WANT YOU, EVER TOUCH YOU. YOU WILL NEVER, EVER BE A FATHER! NEVER BE ABLE TO BEAR A CHILD OF YOUR OWNE BLOOD!!!"... WAS TO COMPLETELY EMASCULATE CHRIS ALONGE WYTHE CASTRATEYNG HIM! Needeless To Saye O'Calys TOTALLY FAILED In That AS CHRIS PROVED TO HER AFTER SHE FINISHED. She Thoughte That She Had Him EXACTLY WHERE SHE WANTED HIM... Yet He Symply Looked Her Directly In THe Face and Saide "ALL YOU HAVE REALLY DONE IS PHYSICAL DAMAGE O'CALYS. CASTRATION IS PHYSICAL WHEREAS EMASCULATYON IS EMOTIONAL. I AM NOWE MORE OF A MAN THAN I EVER WAS!!!! I AM NIGHT SHADOW!!!!" He Was Completely IN TEARS As Welle HAveyng Begun Crying When O'Calys Started Cutting Him To Ribbons. He Also WAS NOT The Leaste Bit Concerned That She SAWE Him Crying. It Was OWL That Informed Chris Of What His FAMILY NAME WAS A Short Instant LAter When He and Rage Confronted O'Calys Aboute What She JUSTE DID and EVERY THYNGE Else That She Had Done In Her Existence. KNOWEYNG His Family Name CORDE' Plus SEEYNG and FEELEYNG THeir PURE UN-CONDITYONAL LOVE FOR HIM Saved Chris Plus EMPOWERED HIM To TRUELY BECOME The Man He Is NOWE Chris KNYGHTE SHADOWE HEART'S LYGHTE Corde' (the spelleyng of his warrior name has CHANGED from Night Shadow To Knyghte Shadowe over the Seasons to PERFECTLY REFLECT his change as he walkes his Lyfe-Path).
I Was Not Wythe Chris At That Pointe In Our Lyves, Yet I WAS Wythe and Mated (marryed) To Erice' ~Chris' Older Brother. It Was A Short Tyme Later... 4 Seasons... That Chris and I Connected and Erice' Joined Him and I As Mates. THE BIGGEST REVELATYON ABOUT THAT ENTYRE EXPERIENCE ~ AND THE FURTHER EVENTS THAT O'CALYS INITIATED (the capture and 8 Season imprisonment of myne and Erice's younger son Kevin) CAME ABOUT 13 MOONS AGO. IT WAS THEN THAT I "DISCOVERED" THAT O'CALYS WAS NONE OTHER THAN ME!!! SHE WAS AND IS ONE OF MY "DARKEST" SELVES! It Was A COMPLETE SHOCKE To ME ~ Sephora/FyreByrd ~ That IT WAS I THAT INITIATED AND CARRYED OUT EVERY SYNGLE THYNGE THAT "O'CALYS" DID. Thyse Meant That IT WAS I THAT HAD ATTEMPTED TO EMASCULATE AND temporaryily CASTRATED CHRIS, THE MAN THAT I HAVE BEENE MATED TO FOR 25 LINEAR YEARS AND DEARLY LOVE. I ALSO FINALLY REMEMBERED THAT CHRIS AND ERICE' ARE MY OWNE SONS WYTHE MICAH/MICHA~AA MICHAEL.
BELIEVE ME When I Saye Thyse... IT WAS THE ABSOLUTE HARDEST, MOSTE DYFFYCULTE THYNGE TO EVER HAVE TO FACE!!! I WAS THE ONE THAT HAD INITIATED EVERY SYNGLE THYNGE THAT HAD BEENE DONE TO CHRIS, ERICE' KEVIN, WHYTE THUNDER AND MY-SELFE TOO! FORGYVEYNG MY SELFE FOR THAT WAS NOT EASY AT ALL!!! The ONE THYNGE That I Had THOUGHTE Woulde Be THE HARDEST To BEAR And FACE Woulde Be CHRIS HIMSELFE When I Wente To Him And REVEALED To HIM That I WAS O'CALYS... Thus I WAS THE ONE THAT HAD DONE EVERYTHYNGE TO HIM! I Had EXPECTED That He Woulde STRIKE OUT AT ME In JUSTIFYED ANGER For What He Had Had To Endure ~ Whyche Woulde Had ABSOLUTELY BEENE HIS RYGHTE. He NEVER DID Anythynge Of The Sort Thoughe ~ THANKE-FULLY ~ He Juste Reached Out And PULLED ME GENTLEY INTO HIS ARMS AND SAIDE "There Is NO NEED To Ask Me For Forgiveness SWEET LOVE! You Did EXACTLY What WE BOTH Agreed To When You Did Those Thyings To Me!" TO SAYE THAT I WAS ABSOLUTELY RELIEVED IS THE BIGGEST UNDER-STATEMENTE THAT I COULDE EVERE MAKE!!!! Chris ABSOLUTELY BECAME HEART'S LYGHTE That Nyghte!!!! He LYVES HIS NAME ~ HEART'S LYGHTE ~ Wythe EVERY SYNGLE BREATH He Takes! It IS Chris' GENTLE LOVE, Erice's POWER-FULL Stance and LOVE, Micah/MICHA's AND Ice's TENDER LOVE and Their TOTAL UNDERSTANDEYNG and UN-CONDITYONAL LOVE That Has TOTALLY HEALED ME From Thyse and EVERY THYNGE ELSE I Have Expereinced In Thyse And EVERY Incarnatyon I Have Expereinced.
Ironically... It Is ME That Had A VERY DYFFYCULTE TYME Lyveyng MY NAME ~ FAITH! Others That I Have Met That KNOWE Who I AM ~ Predrag/AnaShyNa and Andrea/GLR ANDREA Amonge Others ~ That TRUELY LYVE MY NAME FAR EASYER Than I DID ~~ THAT IS UNTYLLE 6 SUNS AGO. EVERYTHYNGE CHANGED FOR ME WYTHE A CERTAINE STORY THAT I READE AND FELTE HERE ON THE PRESS on 20 Feb 2012. I FINALLY BEGAN TO REALYZE THAT EVERY SYNGLE DARK BE-YNG THAT I HAD EVER BEENE WAS NOT AN "EVIL" THYNGE... IT WAS MY OWNE WAYE OF CLEAREYNG OUT KARMA THAT I NEEDED TO CLEARE OUT. I CAN HONESTLY AND OPENLY SAYE THAT I CAN AND DO FULLY EMBRACE MY "DARKER" ASPECTS AND PLACES WytheIn MY~SELFE AS SACRED, AS ME AND AS GOODE/AS GOD IN PHYSYCAL BODY. I Can FINALLY EMBRACE Those Darke Deedes I Completed As Part Of MY OWNE Cleareyng Exercises.
I AM FREE Of The Paine That These Chosen Experiences HAd Caused Me. I Have Beene FORGYVEN By Those I Hurt... And MOSTE IMPORTANTLY ~ I HAVE FORGYVEN MY~SELFE FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE WHYLE ON THYSE LEARNEYNG JOURNEY OF MYNE.
Micah/MICHA~AA Michael: Beloved Brothers and SiSTARS, I Can Tell You From MY OWN PERSPECTIVE Haveing WATCHED My BELOVED Sephora/FAITH Going Through This AND ALL Of Her Chosen Experiences THAT IT WAS A VERY PAIN-FULL THING TO HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH AND LIVE AS! The FEAR That My BELOVED FAITH Felte When The Time Came To REVEAL To Our Son Chris HEART'S LYGHTE What She Had "Discovered" Regarding HER-SELFE Actually BE-ING "O'Calys" and BE-ING The One That Subjected Him To All The Paine That She Did Was JUSTIFYED and AS REAL AS IT GETS In That Moment. She Was TERRIFYED That Chris Would TURN ON HER For That. He Showed Her In HIS Own GENTLE, LOVEING Way That He Woulde NEVER, EVER HURT HER NO MATTER WHAT She Ever Told Him OR DID TO HIM! THAT KIND OF PURE, GENTLE, UN-CONDITIONAL LOVE IS MORE POWER-FULL THAN ANY OTHER FORCE ON EARTH/GAIA OR ANY-WHERE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER! It Is FAR MORE HEALEING Than ANY TYPE Of "Medicine" Ever WAS, IS or WILL BE.
Untylle Later My BELOVED Kindred... RAINE~BOWE SHIMMERS OF LOVE AND LYGHTE TO YOU ALL ~~ ARCHAEA (ArchAngel) Lady Master FAITH/SEPHORA FyreByrd
