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for a very long time, we have been dealing with living on a planet where the inhabitants live out their cellular
conditioning, by contract. some understand reality , some do not. this again, by contract. the challenge there in
is dealing with the experience of being that which was not tolerated by the conditioned thing, the egomind.
this also includes those who by contract remain unaware of this, and act it out. there is strength in knowing
what ones contract is, when it comes to dealing with others who do not know that they even have one, and what
that experience entails for not only them, but you. so there is strength in knowing ignorance as it is, both within you,
and in others, along with the varying perceptions contained within and projected outwards. the variations of awareness
on this planet are just like the alphabet. our bodies are precisely tuned truth detectors. anyone who disagrees with you
is expressing their unconsciousness. one example of how good the body is as talking to us, is when you get those "puke"
feelings. and another way of noticing the egomind within you, is when you feel those feelings of nooooooo ,towards
puking. this is the resistance of the egomind towards the inevitable that YOU know is going to happen.

another challenge that arises, is the inner struggle that has arisen within you, whilst you are on your path
of self realization. this is you dealing with you resurrecting and having to move through all the resistance of the
conditioned thing, the egomind. another challenge is all the talk about "the illusion of reality." what also arises from
that talk, is tied to the inner struggle of freeing the self from the shackles that you  perceived were placed upon you.
theres a difference between perception and perspective by the way, the ego = perception, the heart = perspective, the
perspective grows as you consistently grow consciously, this growth happens because youre unconditionally willing to
learn period. the ego continues to fall away, thus equalling the perception to fall away, and from this your perspective
grows. this growth is irreversable, and brings up the ego's fear of you being the love you are, and again in this knowing
there is strength, and from this strength you get the diligence to to continue on, you also get patience from understanding
why you have this strength, and why there is diligence to come from it, the patience is also what assists you in learning
how to live and love better, going from unethical living and loving, to living and loving ethically. youre spoon fed since
the moment of your first breath by contract, to experience yourself living with shackles upon you, and that from these
shackles, you are instinctively driven to act upon your unconscious reactive impulsive conditioning, from your identification
with the ego. from the misunderstanding of your conditioning you act out, one way or the other. this is the human
condition, now all this conditioning gets passed around, and the more aware of this fact you are, the better off you are.
youre able to take it all in and address it as it is, youll still be investigating whats going on , but with that which
you know to be true, is what backs you up and everyone else who knows what the truth of the experience is also.
and all that energy is also passed around as well.were playing a game here, and the more aware of this you are, the
better you are at playing it. the better you are at meeting the challenge that life is. the better you are at it
the less disempowered you are at threats of any kind. the threats empower you and in turn you are able to empower others
by sharing this knowledge. sharing this knowledge forms domains of knowledge, from this forming of domains, you get
unity consciousness, and the understanding that all are equally ,eternally, similiarly unique and 100% interdepedent,
and its through this understanding that you get the experience of consistent,total and complete intimacy with all life.
from this understanding you are able to love better, and from this knowledge of how to love better, you are able to
live better. its this understanding that is the root of all moral compasses, which are also ethical compasses.
again these shackles that you experience being on you, are what drive you to inevitably discover how beneficial these
shackles are. they no longer give you feelings of being trapped or obligated, or dictated or demanded of, the rules are
known to you, and in turn you are able to consciously break them , and when you are caught breaking them, you are able
to consciously choose every action you are made aware of in the here now, to experience resolution of the situation.
from this resolution is the manifestation through us all, by creation's decree's which are found in your contract, of
establishing peace on earth, through all of this warring going on. not that there are any enemies , but this warring
corrects behavior that needs correcting, and the warring is literally the only way to actually co create resolution with
the all. when you experience resolution, there is more peace, when you are aware of whats going on, from within yourself
you are able to be a bridge which allows creation to express you unto the all. you are a beacon of peace, and refresh
the all, constantly.


your desire to live an ethical life, will instinctively guide you to live such a life, but you also
have to be unconditionally willing to learn and pay attention to, all that YOU go through, when you see yourself
as you are, you see all as they are. in society right now, it matters how fast and precise you can make decisions, this
is called critically thinking, and when you arent able to make precisely effective choices fast enough, youre not
good enough to the workforce. whats desired is an unquestioning, completely obeying person, the flip side to this equation
is that when you become fully conscious, you have questions , even about how to talk about that which you alread know,
and thats okay, because its how we are, its totally natural. however, that which is decreed/stated by creations laws,
regarding that which you should not act upon, is understood, and in turn you act not upon those desires.
for those who are contracted to identify with their egomind and not with their hearts. this knowledge is only known
at the instinctive level, even when its actually not ultimately ethical at all, its just that the being identifies with
the ego, and in turn they actively agree with its beliefs in its thoughts. and for those who by contract do not desire
in the moment to accept consciously what you share with them about youre insights from your willingness to be the love
you are, theyre response is always one of them spewing all their unconsciousness everywhere. again that is empowering
to those who are aware of whats actually going on. even when the being theyre around feels condescended upon, you are
still empowered by it, you get stronger and stronger as you, and they feel weaker and weaker, but even in this, youre
spiritually assisting them in becoming stronger and stronger as well, because their soul carries the memories of all
experiences, and when the moment in time comes for them to begin consciously investigating their experience, they have
all that which comes to them from every direction, regarding all that they have been through, to get them to this point
in the here now, as a base board to lean upon, everyone whos been through this, is a part of their base board and this
base board is a support system for you and the all simultaneously, constantly, forever.

the being who identifies with the ego has expectations that they demand you fulfill, and when you dont, they get upset
and threaten you with ultimatums. these ultimatums bring up the ego's fear , and when you yourself, identify with it
as you, you choose that which supports the perpetuation of the current living situation youre in. now everyone knows
what this is like. they are sequential events. theyre gradually built up upheavals, that reach a precipise, these precipises
that come to the for, time and time again, inevitably lead to a breakdown, because the ego cant be sustained due to all
the energy thats involved with the upheaval, and from this breakdown, the being experiences a breakthrough in consciousness.
the breakthroughs equal resolutions.

 you will noticing the resistance of the egomind gradually caving in on itself, to reveal more of that which is
your hearts desire, but again, by contract. its not what youre used to, infact its totally new and refreshing constantly.
so you will learn from this to breathe in and in turn youll be with the love you are, and experience
the falling away of the expectations of the egomind, youll also experience the dropping away of living a life out of
obligation. demands are that which is between the expectations and the obligations. again youll see this when your
experience of living from the heart is a consistently acknowledgable one. through the gift of consistent present moment
awareness, youll learn that through your unconditional willingness to learn about yourself, and that through breathing
comes all the rest of your experience. breathing or being a yogi and holding your breathe and slowing your heart rate
down is what keeps you alive in the body hologram, even if its having assisted breathing through a machine, its still
keeping you alive in the body hologram, which is the vehicle for the soul to experience life in creation. this is where
the flesh is fleeting, the soul is willing but the flesh is weak, and that it matters not what youve accomplished
that matters, but the knowledge youev attained from your agreement with creation to incarnate into the physical manifest
realm comes from. you identify with the unwillingness of the ego to go through with inevitable experiences, pitch a fit
and inevitably also comes to terms with it, and work with it as best as you can with what you currently know, is why its
said "the flesh is weak" the soul is willing comes from the awareness of the soul itself. the flesh is fleeting ties
together the fact that inevitably, you will move on from the body hologram, but perhaps you will incarnate again,if thats
in your will to do so, and the fact that it matters not what youve accomplished, but the knowledge youve gained simply
from being willing to live the life that your soul truly desires to live, and this is usually seen as the most dreadful,
frightening and fearful path there is to take, and this is because of you identifying with the ego,the mind, the egomind,
the conditioning that youve been spoon fed since the moment that your essence merged with the sperm and the egg, inside
the womb. now i know i said before about the from birth and your first breath part, but that was delusion. however i
feel that even before your essence starts to form a body for itself through the all, to experience being incarnated
inside a physical body hologram, you have work to do from the previous lifetimes, to tend to when you are born, this
is called karma. i speak from experience that throughout ones lifetime, when they begin abiding in awakening, theyre able
to do their inner work, and discover who they truly are, what it means to be the love they are, who theyve been, what
theyve done in the past, both in this life, and in other lifetimes, and what the future potentially holds for them,
as you go along moment by moment in an abiding awakening, youll solidify really where your path is heading, and its
always an uplifting, completely fulfilling path, and is the highest path that you can take.


this is whats being revealed over and over again, even after you get that, itll still be shown to you again, so as to
humble you further, and show you what true humility is. you can also see that weve been
lied to willingly, and not hadnt had this kind of spoken word shared with us starting in preschool. we arent nurtured
in the public school systems, or even private school systems, to look at ourselves, and inquire into who we were in
the past, what weve been through in the past, how that applies to our lives today, and how to apply our heartbased
knowledge in life, in turn knowing how to live the most fulfilling life we can. instead, what happens is that as long
as youre either born into the "royal family bloodlines" is this knowledge shared with you, not only is this knowledge
shared with you, but the knowledge of what will happen to you if you share this kind of knowledge with everyone.
even for those who are not born into "the royal bloodlines" but are born outside the inner circles of the cabal, or the
dark ones, or the illuminati, or the royal families, you may also experience death threats for speaking out in this
manner, or maybe not death threats but the threat of being wiped off the grid completely and having to start a whole new
life the hard way, or perhaps being held captive in some kind of facility, and forced drugs intravenously, strapped down
to a bed all day, or just having a 24 hour lockdown period, or maybe end up in a padded room with a straight jacket on
or perhaps you end up in prison, or a detention center, or exiled, tortured in some day, so as to keep you from sewing
seeds of consciousness with everyone who is willing to read what you have to share. now i myself am energetically
threatened by the queen of england herself, just by typing this up, and due to the beings who identify with their ego's
am i seen as crazy or loony and that i need help , because this information is fringe, or partly metaphysical,
spiritual, etherical, out of the box, enlightening, and enlightened. however the case may be with the threats, the more
rooted in love you are, the more fearless your actions are, and you get to learn just how protected you are for being
the love that you are, and that even if are intentionally killed for sharing this or end up in some horrible situation
for it, its worth it, because it leaves a seed of consciousness within everyone who comes across it, even those who
dont read this text, who can feel my soul with them , know what im talking about, they know there is stuff going on,
they may not be able to put words to it, but they can feel it with all that they are, and they know that theyre not
alone, and never will be, and are encased in love, and rehearted on a regular basis about themselves. when you learn
how protected you are, you also experience living life with the awareness of what is taking place for you, and you know
ultimately whether or not you are going to make it through these changes with your body in tact, so that you may
experience true peace on earth. these energetic temptational energies, can still be acted upon by those who know
whats up, so yes they are active threats, they come from beings who know the difference between the ego and their hearts
and at any point in time, are they able to send someone after you, they dont even need a reason to, they can just
nod their heads at another being, that being understands, and the work begins, its pretty simple. knowledge is
empowering. the beings who actively obey the chain of command because they feel fear, for what may happen to them
if they choose not to obey the chain of command, choose this because they arent looking at whats motivating them
to make these choices, theyre also not nurtured to make that choice either, theyre nurtured to obey or get court
marshalled, and experience the consequence of such action, which always winds up with them being condescended upon
by others, and again this is intentional. they end up being stripped of their " class rights" and experience being
condescended upon once again, in turn energetically being told that theyre worthless, no good, lesser than, all because
they went against the chain of command, within military , or the chain of command that is within the civilian task force
that has been strategically setup by the cabal, or the illuminati, since the falling of atlantis and lemuria, some 13
millenia ago on this planet, and theyve been passing this knowledge around within their inner circles since then,
this knowledge that they had shared with them, was also shared with them by species that are not human.
one main key to the knowledge that was shared with them, was this the liberation of humanity would inevitably take
place, and that there is not one action they can take to change that, because its a pre determined, pre-destined,
pre-calculated experience. they know full well that the propaganda the supports the new world order agenda isnt
actually going to come to fruition at all, and this propaganda was once again shared on purpose. enlightened knowledge
on how to live day to day, is shared in the lodges of the male and female freemasonry circle, even if you dont go
to the lodges, you can still attain this knowledge, just by being contracted to awaken into who you are is all it takes.
if you have the time to go to one, go for it, however you can still get into trouble for sharing the knowledge
thats shared within the meetings, afterall, they do shut the doors, and lock them behind themselves so that no one
can get in, and they do have beings who gaurd these doors during these meetings, and beings who also stick around when
the meetings are not taking place, so that anyone who desires to become an active freemason, may. these beings,
amongst psi ops, black ops and special ops, delta force and so on, all those highly trained beings in government
are also in the know of what they face for speaking out. this includes the cia,fbi,secret service, essentially all
areas in government that require security cards and special clearances to information and technologies, have beings
throughout them, who know whats going on, and work diligently , in shifts of course, to secure this data from reaching
the public en masse. they do NOT want you to know word for word what is on those documents, and anyone who does is
considered a domestic terrorist. however, there ARE beings, who have been consciously trained , and do speak out about
certain aspects of all this, not all of them are military, some just have connections to them, but none the less they
do speak out in regards to whats going on on the planet and like me, refuse to keep quiet about it. 911 WAS an inside
job, and it was and still is a conspiracy, its called the great work of the freemasons.

they all know how to perpetuate a monetary system that perpetuates debt ,and easily raisable inflation since the banks
themselves are privatized. and all companies are connected to these banks. and all that data, is stored in databanks
and easily assessable to those who have the clearance for it, to retrieve data, even the data that im typing up right
now. even companies , or even websites online, who state that they allow their members to have total privacy rights
can easily be compromised, since like the intiations youve heard about in the secret societies that require you go to
to college and so on, these beings who approach you in regards to your actions, can read you like a book. and are not
afraid to make the choice to silence you in any way possible. they know your weaknesses, and your strengths.
they read you like an open book, easily able to flip to any particular area of your current life or your past lives
and even turn the future pages and take a good look at the potentials there in, and are able to strategize when it
 comes down to it, having beings show up wherever you may be, and speak with you about this.
in love,
hilarion