Dearest Seshata,
I know the days have been long and hard as you are sifting through all of the "old" you. You are touching on areas of yourself that you have been running from and trying to hide for so long. All of the defeats and doubts of the old are coming to light as you remember all the times you wrongfully doubted yourself or allowed others to doubt you. Feelings of pain, guilt and shame are coming to the surface for the ways you could have handled things better or taken a different path that would further your development and I can tell you all those steps you took were necessary in your development. They all happened at the right time for the right purpose. You are doing everything exactly as you are suppose to. Take refuge in this, everyone is experiencing this transformation in their very own way, so that all of us may integrate more fluidly into each others perceptions.
This "reprogramming" is a necessary step for allowing new levels of harmony and joy to enter the sphere of your current experience. You are beginning to transform at rates never before experienced in this time period. The energies are rapidly increasing and EVERYONE is rapidly evolving.
As we begin to let go of the old way of perceiving, we are tearing down old structures that we have held in place for so long. These old structures were, however, necessary in bridging and forming the new structures.
As we are realigning the new energies we are forced to process these foreign feelings, emotions, vibrations. You cannot escape them. They must be processed and integrated in new ways into your being. You must find comfort in these foreign and uncomfortable feelings, only then will you find freedom within the suffering. You will find new ways to break through.
If you find yourself stuck and unable to change a situation you wish to run from, be with it. Try something new. Transform from the inside and work your way out instead of taking in something new and different from the outside world. If you run, you just may find yourself in the same situation you were when you left. Before you work your way out make sure the inside is nice.
Allow the heavens to see you for all of your flaws, thoughts and mistakes, do not hide from them. Allow them to be transformed into a new you, a new structure. It's scary being this vulnerable and exposed, if you allow this transformative process you will find a new level of comfort and safety in surrendering to your vulnerability.
The months to come will continue to be challenging as you receive the new transforming energies and allow the old structures to fall away. Don't fight the process. I stress to you the importance of being a viewer at this time. You will not know what to do with all of the information you are receiving, you aren't suppose to, yet.
Nature is unfolding exactly as it's suppose to. Take comfort in this. It is not YOU. It is EVERYTHING that is changing. The pains will be more tolerable if you surrender to these changes and will allow for faster integration of these energies.
Everything is currently being dismantled and put back together simultaneously to allow for a fluid transformation.
In the coming days I encourage you to be fueled by Faith in knowing EVERYTHING is being taken care of.
Focus on aligning your vibration to these changes and step lightly for there are many others just like you that are experiencing the pains of exposing their own vulnerabilities.
Treat others gently and kindly just as you are riding the "storm", they are too.
