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hilarionra's picture

youre so full of shit. you dont see yourself the way i do, and you dont see me that way
i see myself, and you see me from your unconsciously conditioned perception. and i see you
from that perception, and you tell me im in denial and have psychological issues
that need to be addressed. you tell me i need help, which is true because we all rely
on one another. you come at me from a place of egoic delusional superiority. telling me
that the way you perceive reality to be IS the way it is. you tell me that i need
to take a look at myself in all totality. you look into the books of old, for the
answers to your questions, you look to the books of old to uphold your perception.

you tell me im scared , im socially anxious, or suffering from panic attacks
or anxiety attacks. you in short tell me that youre seeing me as yourself
from a totally unconscious awareness. you never had the thought to question yourself
because you grew up having support of your unconscious perception of yourself
thus the way you perceive others to be and reality to be. you spin around
in circles unconsciously inside yourself, spewing your perception as the truth
at everyone around you, and only enjoy being around those who support your
current stance in the world.

you verbally persecute others who completely disagree with you and point out
how they see you. some of you not only verbally persecute, but intentionally
hurt others for them pointing out what they see taking place within you,
and this is because youre the one whos denying the fact that youre in denial,
because you identify with your unconscious, reactive, conditioned, egoic,
perception. youve even told me that i need to be put on medication
because my perception is deluded, crazy,insane, and not right. you read
these sentences and break down the words , so you can see where it is
that im coming from.

you uphold the status quo because youre afraid of the unknown. you
masquerade around totting comedic reactions, so you can feel safe
and secure with the fact that youre in fear and complacent within yourself.
you use your comedic reactions to masquerade around as if you
are a really strong and tough human being, when youre literally
equally vulnerable as the rest of us. you buy the bullshit aspects
that science has been giving to the public for the past THOUSAND
years. you buy the bullshit thats been put into the education
books as truth. you buy all the bullshit, because youre in fear
of the unknown as it is. you never had the thought to question any of it.

you take a stance of superiority towards your perception, and ask how someone
could have the nerve to question you. you ask how we could have the nerve
to tell you that youll be brought to your knees , that youll have your head
pulled out of your ass, you get upset when someone tells you that you need
to get over yourself. you dont respond at all, you react. youre too busy
with being caught up in the conversations inside your head about reality
to even see yourself as you are. you dont even see how companies on this earth
dont really give a fuck about us at all. you just say " well they know better,
just look at their positions in society." thats just a part of the fascade.

youre into enlightenment? okay, enjoy the aboslute destruction of all that
isnt the truth of yourself. this in turn will be seen both within and around you
as a dissolving of reality as you once knew it, in other words, to your identification
with the ego as it is, the end of the world. meanwhile the planet will still be standing
even after everyones self realized. say goodbye to your body functions working when
your ego wants them to.

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i am not putting you down...

Guest's picture

i am not putting you down... what do you really want?  it's a stepping stone... your anger doesn't rattle me or make me defensive or agressive.  I am here if you would like... 

Dude, I totally have the same

Bianchi's picture

Dude, I totally have the same problem. If I try and disagree with anyone, they pull the 'Space elder/goddess/Master teacher' card, and I'm just like, what the fuck?

Ripped off

King David's picture

And when the book thumpers go home after a hard day of screwing their brothers before he knew what just happen and then this on will pray for forgiveness in front of others for show and find another victim to put it to. I work with The Energies of The Christ daily but when I meet one that "proffesses" to be Christian I look within for signs of what I have been doing that is not of the "Golden Rule." 

 

If you don't understand what I just said, the "Christans" of earth have fucked more than the not aclaimed Christians. And if it ain't their way it best be the hiway so you's don't go to war. 

 

So I think I have the gest of where he's coming from