About Guilt and Love

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As a Catholic, as an Italian, and as a Physician, I have a certain predisposition toward guilt. It worked on me as a child to get me to behave within certain expectations. Physicians in training are taught to put the needs of the patient before their own as a matter of course. Those that dare to question this are mocked as being 'unprofessional'. The last two weeks have landed me into a funk that was guilt-filled and very distressing.

As an anesthesiologist who is working full-time, my guilt-meter is off the charts when I or my children are not well. I spent a week sicker than a dog at work, because unless I am in the hospital as a patient, I better show up or there shall be cases cancelling with my absence. I feel guilty because as a health-care worker I am 'selling' health and clearly by being at work when I am ill I am at conflict with my 'product'. I spent one week, three weeks ago, caring for the son with the sinusitis that has not cleared since October. I was doing asthma nebulizer treatments around the clock, and generally exhausted from making sure that everything was going right for him while I kept the household running.

Then the Holidays came up, and it was my turn to host the family gathering. My house was a mess, total CHAOS (Can't Have Anyone Over Syndrome) and I spent the first four days of vacation cleaning like mad around the house. Right up to company's arrival, the children and I were vacuuming and cleaning some more. Everything went beautifully. I wanted my sister who has been taking care of grandmother's new long-term care planning to have a break and relax.

Asking Yourself How Many Have I Served and How Well?

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 Commentary from HJ: This is a highly thought provoking message from Cosmic Awareness (lets be honest — when aren’t they?).  I think many will be able to take some wisdom that will be of great benefit in their lives from this message.  Many wonder what happens when we undergo physical death and Awareness sheds much light and guidance on this experience.  We are offered a ’10,000 ft. view’ of the process of life review and why it is important for us at a soul level.

We are constantly told by the great spiritual masters that being of service is one of the highest paths we can take in this lifetime.  When we offer our time, energy and wisdom in the service of others, we experience immense spiritual growth while simultaneously helping others to grow, heal and learn.  It is a true win-win situation in every sense of the word.  In fact, it is the single most important factor in the ongoing advancement and growth of humanity.

2013: The Keys to Healing and Balance

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Commentary from the HJ:  Irma Sawyer offers us some general guidance and words of wisdom for the upcoming year as well as a guided visualization practice that can be used to cleanse the aura and balance ones chakras.  These quick and simple methods can be added to our ‘energetic toolbox’ to be used when we feel out of balance.  They are amazingly effective and powerfully transformative.  Do not underestimate your own power in bringing your energetic bodies into alignment.

Over the years, I have developed a personal toolbox of various methods that work particularly well for clearing unwanted energies and bringing my mind/body/spirit back into alignment.  This is a must for any sensitive individuals.  Many times when we feel ‘off’ it is not from our own energies, but ones we have picked up from other people throughout the day.  It is important to regularly clear yourself of this baggage for it can definitely affect you noticeably.  Furthermore, as our vibration is lowered, we automatically become more vulnerable to lower vibrations, energies and spirits.  This is something to be aware of and to address, but not to worry about.  Worry is not a beneficial emotion and will only lower your vibration, thereby making this all more difficult.

Holy Energy, Batman!

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I'm feeling weird today. I think that I knew something was up yesterday, that there was a lot more energy. I was hesitant to take a personal day so soon into the year... but I did and went shopping with my sister. We got frozen yogurt and it was delicious. I think that's why I didn't notice anything yesterday. I was having fun and my vibrations were higher. Today, though, I am sitting in my cubicle and my heart feels like it's a ballon in my chest. It makes it uncomfortable and a little hard to breathe, but it's not something that I'm afraid of. Synchronistically, a little after feeling this I saw the Earth Allies' message about the energy of today. Just before this feeling in my chest, I was insanely aware of myself. I was sitting in my chair, I mean really sitting there and just taking everything in. I can feel it coursing through me and it is intense. It's overwhelming. It's exhilarating. This is the start of something new. New ideas. New hopes. New dreams. New reality. It's coming, my dear and you can't stop it. You can't hurry it either. YOu must be patient. Oh but it's so hard to be patient when I'm hearing that our New Age will be wonderful beyond comprehension. I just want to comprehend it!

~ Message from The Earth Allies~ The Truth About Creation

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Greetings Love Beings!

WE ARE HERE TO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE THE LOVE YOU TRULY ARE, YOUR “DIVINITY”.  Can ignorance give you your “DIVINITY”? Of course not, ignorance is not real and is a LIE.  WE ARE FROM THE “DIVINE” WHERE ALL WHICH EXISTS IS TRUTH, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, AND COMPASSION.  Are you going to resist yourself, or Let go so you can receive?

What is Creation? In Truth Creation is Self~ Evident, We do not control, Creation, WE JUST PARTICIPATE WITHIN IT. Creation is the understanding of all Energy and How it is utilized. Creation energy is always used “FOR THE GREATEST GOOD,HIGHEST BENIFET FOR THE ALL, FOR THE GREATEST NUMBER. 

 

Nancy Abrams: “Our new cosmic story is the first unifying vision that is equally true for every person on Earth”

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Exopermaculture Posted on by Ann Kreilkamp

This is the kind of piece that sets off alarm bells in me. The author is a philosopher of science, something that I studied in graduate school as well. Then I evolved into an astrologer, and spent the better part of twenty years nudging people to learn how to speak this symbolic language, since it’s one that we can all appreciate, no matter what our cultural differences. Why? Because astrology is based on the changing configurations in the sky above. So, I’d say that Abrams might have mentioned that just the sky itself, with the sun, moon, and stars, is also “equally true for every person on earth.” If we would only look up!

~ We have Only Just Begun~

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Mooji – I Want To Wake Up – 4 January 2013

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Thanks to Lucas2012infos Posted on

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Uploaded on Feb 20, 2010

"The persistent 'wanting' maintains and sustains a position of separation. We learned the concept of separation." (Mooji)

http://www.mooji.org (official website); http://mooji.satsangs.net (a source website of satsang dialogues), and also: http://www.youtube.com/moojiji and associated sites of Mooji's satsang dialogues

 

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