As I read Ann Albers' post it really resonated with what has been happening lately to me and probably many of us in our current relationships. Since early to mid-March I have noticed somewhat of a frantic, frenetic energy coming out of my partner. He has been trying to fix and make perfect so many many things. He has been selfish, self-absorbed and very needy. The difference is - I totally let go in March! I am FREE - I literally am I AM. As my spirit and soul get stonger and stronger as the EGO died, I am noticing this EGO fight out of people - the EGO is trying so hard to survive and be satisfied.
I feel myself pulling away as I am not willing to participate in this completely off-balance uneven exchange. I find myself looking upwards and asking "Really??? How much longer do I have to deal with this 3d world and EGO...this is so boring I am ready to move on to TOTAL LOVE, LIGHT and ABUNDANCE OF SPIRIT with all of the I AMs who are also ready to go.
I have experienced what Ann mentioned in the past - that total sadness and emptiness when you let go of a relationship but that was the EGO - the EGO was sad - not the spirit. It was the attachment and the memories and all of that that we miss.
It sure feels eerily serene out in the world right now. It reminds me of summer nights when the air would grow still and the birds would go quiet and the sky would get a strange color. You knew what would come next. Soon the wind would pick up quickly and the colors in the sky would grow dark and occasional rain drops would begin to plunk down here and there just before the heavens opened up and you had to run for cover. So what is coming? Something wicked this way comes runs through people’s mind from time to time. That old waiting for the other shoe to drop. See how trained we are to jump to the worst scenario! We are so accustomed to disaster from the dark ones we steel ourselves against what may come our way.
Today begins the New Moon in Taurus. The four days of this moon phase are electrically charged and will continue to reverberate throughout the remainder of the lunar cycle (until May 19, 2012). On May 5 we are having what I am calling “the Super Conjunction” of the Sun and the Black Moon at 15 Taurus 38 (with Jupiter closeby and an opposition with Saturn and the Earth). The specific data is given for astrologers who follow, but all anyone needs to understand is things that transpire this weekend are “highly charged” – dramatic, eventful, possibly painful, chaotic, life-altering, and most likely developing for some time.
wounds and all - the love and light inside each of us is perfect - precisely and exactly as we are right now. thank you. Photo By Earth Allie Dawn Christine
GFP: RESORT FOR MEGA RICH TO STEEL PEOPLES LAND OR ISLAND... WHO GIVES THEM THE RIGHT?...
[First they put a fire all around you and your property... than they set the prices on your water... than they want to sell you the same water from your land and sea... than they realize that you start puting same fires with your own water not paying them a cent...
Why?... becase it is yours... Land and water... IT IS YOURS dear PEOPLE...]