I titled this a couple of weeks ago. Time is surely shifting and disappearing on us. As we knew it would. Two weeks ago, I felt weighed down with intense emotions, each day amped up another notch. It did feel as if I was hanging upside down and being shaken from my very root. I cannot recall any specifics now, only a general feeling. That is the way of it. We no longer need to hold on to anything. The waves flow through and we allow them free movement. At times, that can feel joy filled, at other times, it is almost unbearable.
What I know to be true, is that everything happening now is purposeful. That it is all returning us to unity. That love is flowing like never before and all is well. That knowing does not desert me, even in times of pain. I am grateful for having surrendered control of my being over to Sophia, my higher, no, my true self....there is no longer a need for the old way of ordering it. Nor is there a need for different names yet Sophia flows sweetly off my tongue.
We have been through a lot over these last several months…..both within our own lives and also throughout the World. The energies have been strong and a bit chaotic….and at times a little frightening. The World seems to be in a bit of a mess right now…..and it can be a challenge to see the light at the end of the tunnel…….but we know it is there. With this Capricorn Full Moon…..it feels like we are being shown the areas of ourselves that need to mature! This is a very powerful Full Moon….. as we can see just by watching the news. Capricorn is also about the military, authority and authority figures. It seems that emotions could hit extremes…..both high and lows….and anything in-between during this Full Moon. This Capricorn Full Moon is asking us to think and meditate on our future…… Grow up and realize that no one can rescue you but yourself! This Full Moon illuminates the way…. where we are trying to balance our inner lives (Cancer) with our outer lives (Capricorn). With this Capricorn Full Moon….we are also being asked to look at how we will provide for ourselves, our community and the world in general over the long haul. The best way to do that….is through manifestations and intentions!! Meditate on it…..and Listen!!!
My physical system has gone BERSERKO. I couldn't even do the Ladies Night Open Mic (a co-ed event) the other night, and I'm not sure that's ever occurred before, actually. I've always showed-up to my "shows." I've also had to stop working for the moment at The Shambhala Center because I can't be moving around much and it's very hard for me to help people & answer their questions when my body is like this. Anyway, it's been coming in waves for a while now. Sometimes I've been fine & able to do stuff, and then.....just no. SO, I'm currently fortifying my system with good stuff, and there's more good stuff to come. #YEP!
