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Abandonment - Our Key Psychological Trauma

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Abandonment

Our Key Psychological Trauma - Feeling Separated from Source

Maurice Turmel PhD

 

Beginning:

I came to this earth a long time ago to learn about matter and to immerse myself in this grand experiment called Earth Life in the 3rd dimension.  I was asked by my guides if I was prepared to do this and of course, I said Yes.

 

Lately I’ve been feeling shaken to my very core.  The root of my psychological distress has been identified as “abandonment”, separation from the Source of my life.  I know this to be true because I can feel it right down to my bones.

 

I never realized how important this was until recently when I relived the whole affair through feelings of abandonment vis a vis my parents in this lifetime.  That image of the moment it occurred burns clearly in my psyche.  I was 4 years old, out on the street in front of our apartment building.  A bully had come up to me and threatened me.  I turned around and looked up at our second story apartment window and saw my parents staring down at me, as if to see “what is he going to do?”

 

STRANGE SOUND IN THE AIR AT NIGHT

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Namasté!

My dear Lightworker family, today I have a question to all. ;)

Last night, from the 25th to the 26th of November I woke up at 02.00 am GMT because a strange sound didn´t let me sleep. It was a kind of metallic sound and the closer it came, the more changed it into a kind of "motorbike - sound" on a high level.

First I thought that maybe this sound came from the traffic, but at this time usually here it´s very quiet.

Then the sound swelled up, down, up, down, up for the next two hours.

There was no way to fall asleep because it was really loud and all my chakras reacted like crazy. It wasn´t a bad feeling at all but weird, hard to explain.

On Wednesday, at exactly the same time (02.00 am GMT) the same happened and it also lasted around 2 hours.

Did anyone of you experience a similar thing around this time?

It wasn´t at all the first time that I heared this sound. Last year it happened several times but I never got an explanation about it.

Can anyone help me with this question?

I Choose To Stay

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Every since I came here in January, I had a desire to leave this Universe. I cried and cried to be removed from this (WAS) god forsaken place. I throught I had found my exit, and, I was daily looking in the sky waiting on the ship to pick me up. I dreamed I tried to commit suicide and only wound up in a coma and that was worse than dealth to me. Thank Spirit for the dream.

 

Today, in this NOW MOMENT, I Love this place and wanna stay. My beautiful grandchildren (12, 11, 9, 6 and 10 months (OOPS my lil chocklatey grand babie is 7 months old), 4 boys 1 girl; I aint nobody but God/Goddess baby smile) are one of my greatest inspirations. When I think of leaving them, its very painful. I know that I will leave them one day, but, I must stay long enough for them to know LOVE, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. They Loved me in spite of those things I was going thru. They loved me when others told them they should'nt.  How many times I was ready to give up and a hug or a kiss from one of them would give me hope, give me power to continue. They are my energizer bunnies.

 

I Love you Nana's "Poopeez". They call me Nana cause I explained to them who and what I AM, years ago. They laugh as I sing songs in Language and even know some of the songs I sing in language. Smile. One of my grandsons does what we call Kundilini (I need to learn the correvct term so he will know what he is doing) when he gets upset, and he's only 6.  He already reconizes his desire to be positive and  not negative. Imagine when he get older.

 

God/Goddess gifted me with them and I AM oh so grateful.  And, let me not forget my nieces and nephews, for, I AM Nahnah to them too. Yes, those little bitty people. They will LOVE you when you can't love yourself.

 

Love Nageeta

 

 

From My Ab (Heart)

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THERE'S STILL HOPE FOR THE HOPELESS,

GOD IS A FRIEND TO THE FRIENDLESS,

HE'LL GIVE YOU PEACE AND SWEETNESS,

THERE'S STILL HELP FOR THE HELPLESS,

THERE IS A HOME IF YOUR HOMELESS,

HE WILL MEND YOUR BROKEN PIECES,

CAUSE YOU TO LIVE AND BE BLESSED.

 

Excerts for NOT THE TIME by Marvin Sapp.

 

Gospel has been one of my Comforters since my Grandma used to sing Rock of Ages every morning  before I went to school; thank you Annie Groogie.

 

Annie Groogie was a nice White lady who would give poor kids christmas gifts every year when my grandma was a child. My Grandma was nicknamed Annie Groogie because she was always giving or doing something for someone. It was a joke at first and it became her identity. I hope that she is proud of me. Rest in Peace.

 

I love this Special Place.

 

Love Nageeta

OK EVERYBODY ENOUGH ABOUT ME

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A pixie was recovering from major surgery and in her moments of wakefulness was scouring the internet for interesting sites. When she found this place of love parties she thought she had found a place to party. Being an aging hippie, the pixie began to party as hippies do. Not realizing that this is a serious site. Although to hippies the party is very important. When the pixie realized that this is a serious site she freaked out. She tried to tell people who she was but she miscommunicated. The pixie will not do this anymore. The pixie will not return.

In the place of the pixie will appear the august goddess of no place and no time. We will from this time on regard this as our workplace.

 

Ascension Update 11. 24. 2012 ~ We Are in Code Purple

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Channeled through Giselle Koy

Ashtar Command

 

Greetings Dear Ones.

At your readiness. Plans are going smoothly. The more steady and smoothly one holds themselves in the Ascension Energies, the greater the guarantee of passage.

It is soon. Time for complete focus for it is coming in a blink. Be in the greatest of relations with self but have a “buddy” for the darkness. Not necessary but will make things so much easier.

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