This is Friday... I thought I'd try again today.
I'm feeling rather detached from Evolution these days. Its quite a new phenomenon for me because generally things don't bother me much. My motto is "It's all good" and I look at life that way, but this feeling I am experiencing is new to me. I just feel sooo lethargic and almost "uncaring". Now I know better than that, so uncaring is not in the cards. Its just a similiar feeling of sorts. Recently I have lived with health challenges and that also is another level.
Not to say that I haven't faced these moments before, but not like this, "the whole scenario of health is pulling my focus towards it".
Health is something you appreciate a lot more when you feel it pulling away from you some.
I know, I know... "stay positive and don't allow space for these challenges to gain ground"... The very fact that I am talking about it here, kind of gives the thought a little free edge, but this is a blog and by definition, a place to vent some. Unless you have dealt with these type of issues, it may be easy to view these words as whining. I'm not playing victim here. I know everyone has sick days... is that an affirmation I just typed? Reality is a true dilemna we learn to manage, is it not?
Again, I wrote this post 3 days ago and it's old news. I feel much better! So, I'm just gonna post this even if it doesn't say much... Eventually I'll write something that is.. :)
Blessings to All,
ellion
