~ by Meredith Murphy
www.meredithmurphy.com

At times it's hard to feel your connection to anything.
Life seems hard. You wake up even at the dawn of the new day with a sense of unhappiness, dissatisfaction, frustration, even anger. This is part of life in our evolution--that these feelings come to the surface. Are triggered by our relationships. Are fed by what we think about. Are deepened by our memories.
When we're in one of these experiences, it can feel all encompassing. It can feel like there is no way out.
When this feeling has gone on a while and as the mornings have come and gone, it has not lifted, it's easy to lose your orientation. You might even begin to feel just angry and outraged by the whole thing.
All of this just continues to stir up the muck. And yet, even knowing this, when you're in this space, that doesn't help. It seems like nothing helps. That no searching frees you. You lose your faith in asking for help. You stop calling upon angels and your higher self. You may not even feel their presence anymore and again, you find yourself astonishingly, seemingly, not connected to anything.