Each human’s intense and constant desire for God – the Source of infinite Love and Wisdom Who will accept everyone without exception – is the result of your deep inner knowing and your faint and wispy remembrance of your true nature at one with Him. You were created in Love and you can never completely erase the memory of that divine Truth. So, despite choosing to build an illusory environment in which you could play, very realistically, at being separated from God and from the Love that is His and your nature, you could not and cannot remove the intense desire to be one with Him because it is your eternal and unchangeable nature. The illusion is a place of judgment, pain, and suffering, as you are very well aware, and it is not somewhere that you can find God! All your religions were founded in utter desperation because, being separated from God, Love, the Source of all being – as it seems that you are – is absolutely terrifying, even though it has not occurred and is impossible.