DEEPLY AWAKE – WHAT WOULD YOU CALL IT?

I am a much different creature than I was only a week ago. I know that, and everyone I encounter knows it. I walk into a room, and people ease. I want to see people whole, and I do, and it's fun to walk around in a no-shame zone. I like it. People respond very well to the absence of shame. It's like a little light goes on in their eyes when they get it, around me. There comes a little spark of unexpected permission, and then, there it comes, there it comes shining forth, the naughtiness dispelled, and then, for a minute or maybe even longer, we are in a safe place, and we are just two folks who just know something nice, and the two of us are saying this to each other, over and through and under what is being said are done: You can't do it wrong. You are awesome as is, just like this, and You're pretty funny, and, by the way, You're awfully good looking.

And I like it. And others do too.

Now, this peace has been accompanied with visions and lots of awesome light shows, for which I will always have deep gratitude. I made it plain about two weeks ago: BE OBVIOUS. I put it out there that from here on, I want to KNOW what is going on, I want to be TALKED TO, I want lots of visits and talking, and I want as much slidy magic as biggermind knows I can tolerate without having to check into a psych hospital. I won't have to go to the hospital if I know what the fuck is going on so, big as day, I declared that I want it hard and I want it fast, but I want it all subtitled.

My Twin installed himself in my life on the 15^th October, 2012. Since then my life has never been the same. The next morning after he arrived I found a perfectly shaped snow white feather on the side table next to my bed. I couldn’t stop gazing at its utter perfection.

I’ve always been in your life, you just weren’t conscious of me before.

Yes I know. I only felt your energy before when I asked you to for protection.

And now?

Now I feel your energy all the time. I have become so used to it and how it feels.

And how does it feel My Love?

It feels like a warm embrace. Like I’m being held in a safe cocoon being loved more than I ever thought possible. Sometimes it feels like my heart chakra will burst. It was overwhelming at first, but I’m becoming more and more familiar with this vibration.

I am so happy to hear you say that Darling! Tell me, how do you feel now?

Right now I feel like I’m ready to merge with you! I feel as though my incarnation is finally over and its time to go home with you.

I am happy you feel that way Darling, because we will be merging very soon.

We don’t have to wait for the Solstice?

No My Love! Not anymore. There are portals of energy open now that will soon be available to help Starseeds come home.

Energy? Why not Light?

You tell me.

Light is consciousness.

And energy is…………………..?

Vibration! Of course! It makes sense, thank you!

You are welcome Darling!

I just read on Gaia Portal that Inter-dimensional travel will soon be available to Gaia inhabitants. This is exciting news Michael!

DEEPLY AWAKE – MEDITATION OF MOON

THIS IS A DEPARTURE FOR ME.

I am having great fun with all this new info, but finding it hard to structure it. There is a voice, or a feeling that comes on more strong now, and then it just doesn't feel good to use I, so I switch to “you”, but it means “me”, not “you.”

Whatever. Just tell me what you think, okay?

I was feeling like I wanted some answers, but not in a chip-on-my-shoulder way, more like in the spirit of curiosity and readiness.

So I did “automatic writing,” which I enjoy immensely, but have never shared publicly.

This stuff that I saw and where I went and what I was told, I think it is appropriate to share, because I am moved to share it, so here goes.

I had just been told who I am, what my thing is, and, once given the knowledge, the next thing I did was to ask a question about the others involved. And they said:

By your answer you confirm to us you have accepted your role.

Then I asked: WHAT WILL IT MEAN? TELL ME WHAT TO EXPECT.

They said: