The Heart Song for December 22nd, 2012 is                                                           "It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas"

I must admit, when I was REALLY  trying hard to be in a medatative state this morning for the 11:11 am unity behavior, I felt absolutely nothing, nada, zilch.  It was so puzzling, I throught I failed my grade and got the "thousand more years of 3d, " it was a rude awakwening.  Remembering if there was some hidden negatitity some where, but where???

So, I just pretended I felt so much, I forgot how much and that it even happened.  When the sun goes down, that's when I come alive.  I see better at night, I AM more relaxed, and I AM more natural.  Put muh gear on and went out in the lil house and lit my candles and talked, sang, and just hung out with my Twin Flame, FatherMotherGod AmonRa, Rain, Doc Moe, and everyone that Loves this Heavenly Place. Then meditation.                                    

This time, it was superkalafragguhlisticexpaladohshus. I went to Arkansas down to that crystal and the crystals for  them 2 Golden Crystal Laden DrumStix was there waiten.  The day after the Golden Crystal Laden DrumStix were gifted to me for humanity, I went outside and this part of Beloved (the tree that shields the sunrays for Geeta) was layin in the chair that I sit in when I sunbathe. It was to branches

to gether So, they were the.... substitutes (thanks Higher Self for the word, I was blank for a sec) for them.  Now, I have the crystals encoded in my Heart, the codes were downloaded to the crystal from the Ancestors (all of them combined in the history of gods/goddesses, aliens, ect) downloaded to me and now WE have them fam. 

The lesson of life is not in how to give, it's in how to receive. Reality is a gift. Reality is love...but, importantly, Reality is freedom...complete freedom! So this includes your ability - at least in your perception - to create alternative realities.

In our case, this is nearly our entire history as we know it. And this is because the very concept of "history" only exists as we know it.

The way things and people are is given us. We are all completely loving and completely giving. Anything to the contrary is illusory. Why this is difficult for you to understand is because even your perception that you are a body is illusory. You are the life-force of your body, the life-force of consciousness, the life-force of life itself. You are mind. To understand these truths is very difficult for us.

This is because we are still children.

We are just now waking up to an entirely new dimension of consciousness, and one that feels like the end to a centuries long journey into the wilderness. But as we peek out into our escape, into our freedom, we see this is but the very first step into Reality. It is when we learn anew of the amazing, wondrous, spectacular beauty of the gift that has been given us all equally.

Here this is impossible to understand because here everything is either worked for or fought for...or stolen. But that this is the case IS OUR CREATION, it is our illusion, made in place of the gift from God of Reality.

In our perception, to believe reality to be this way takes faith. What we fail to realize is that to believe reality to be any way takes faith. If you see a world - a reality - of war, of starvation and of ego, it takes great faith to believe such things even exist.