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this morning after waking up, i remain in the bed and tried to remember my dreams.. i dont do that usually.. i mean i dont make extra efford for remembering.. but this morning i felt like i have to remember.. 

suddenly i remembered and began crying .. a strange cry of fear .. I was saying oh my god.. oh my god.. every detail i remembered, i felt like a poor kid in extrem fear..

 

in the dream:

 

i was a kid.. not who i am now.. not this time.. language was english.. time felt like early 19th century.. i was in a orphanage.. manager was a man with big face and big glasses..

he was known as evil himself among kids. he approached me and gave me a small piece of fabric with a glass symbol on it...(i dont remember well but.. i think it was a thing to be attacherd or warn to arm like star of David jews warn at 2nd ww.) when i got it in to my hand i understood that i was choosen.

i ran away.. not many kids knew it.. but i knew it.. i heard abt it before that.. if someone is given this mark, this kid would be choosen and taken at night time.. not given to a family but, raped and murdered.

i was so afraid.. i was running in the gardens between barracs.. i began screaming.. they want to kill me.. they want to kill me.. please help me.. all the children i came across was so afraid of my reaction.. they had white faces.. no one could ever help me... i knew that this night they would pick me up... so after all the noise i made the manager ran after me and he was saying '' i wont do anything'' he cought me. i tried to fight back.. it was impossible..

i do not remember the rest of the dream.. but i know that i was 12 years old and raped and murdered.

 

 

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it took a while to remember where i am.. i realized that this was a chance at my door for forgiving and purifying my self..

 

i tried my best.. 

 

Heart Song for December 17th 2012

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The Heart Song for December 17th 2012 is

I Will Survive by Gloria Gayner. 

 

This goes out to FEAR, DIVISION, and anything else that ASSUMED it would break our Spirits and leave us torn. WE ARE MORE THAN CONQUERERS.

 

 

How To Foretell Your Future

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First let’s go to your “tool” box and find out what you have there for tools to use for said purpose. Ah, there’s a prayer, meditation, exercise, knowledge, information, hammer, pliers, chainsaw, ah here we are, found a good one!

“Attention,” yours. Let’s use this one due to the fact that it is the most powerful one that exist in your tool box.

 

Yes, the most powerful “tool” that you have to create your reality is your attention. Use it wisely and with consciousness, that will bring to you awareness. Know when you are in use of this important tool. Know what it is being used on and for. Know that you can rest the tool when you wish. Keep close in mind that when this tool is not on leave, being rested, that what ever it is focused on is headed your way.

 

If you were using a chainsaw cutting a large tree down, you would certainly keep you eyes on it to know which way it will fall, right? Speaking of this all powerful tool, your attention, what is it on just NOW? Is it on these words, the concepts/meanings within them, or is it wondering, drifting from on event to the other in your past, present or future? Being in the NOW is the power behind this power.

 

When you focus this power on The Power that keeps your body at about 98 degrees, and life in it from mostly automatic breathing of the air all around you and making your heart beat perfectly for an entire life-span, then That same Energy will return the focus with much, much more power and energy than what you are giving it.

 

How to Absorb the Highest Energies Well

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Ascension is your body's vibration increasing to a higher dimensional frequency. Your body is your best guide in this process. Listen to it. When you want to rest, rest. When you want to eat something you really enjoy, go ahead. Your body is tellling you what it needs to make the assimilation of these energies as smooth as it can get. More on this subject at: http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/12/what-happens-when-you-veg-out.html

Namaste.

So... cocreating. How much outcomes are left for survival? of extinction if someone knows? (Level of duality trying to explain)

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When I'm watching tv or so interacting with information beyond, in my mind, outcomes are portrayed over what is possible of true meaning of my five sense's so unconsciousness listen's to reality and unconscioussly overlap parallel reality's by having sense's aware and visualization's with thought patterns by the third eye conecting parallel reality's of meaning's in my head for new creation. When machine dont run I can picture the pattern of what will happen thankfully haha might sound insane this is hypothese's:   so the tree's are tree earth's parallel from my understanding close to this earth one magma #1 other one hollow #2 and other green plasma #3 let's say... also known as tree's=to humans on each level of # on earth working parallel to this one. each having an accelerator on planet and in mind's pineal. this will be of further work umm... this is mainly how I work when I dont feel it in back of pineal feels alot more less guided but mostly awakening in information from uknown incredible is the human body over analyzation will decide if I keep changing these thoughts or to trow it away. Its my kind of evolution everything happens for a reason so do not take action on this its only for acknowledgement of creating with um what extraterrestrials would have available at higher precision thought process

 

BALLADS 3 - MORE SONGS FROM THE FIRST WAVE

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AND THERE YOU GO

 

We'd driven over four hundred miles without a break. Lily enjoyed doing the marathons. I see myself as a butterfly, a fish in a stream, and so, although I need to always keep moving, I like little stops, looking at the world's biggest ball of twine, or the corn cob palace in Iowa. Sort of like Michael in that movie, Michael. I don't smell like cinnamon buns though.

 

Lily had the glow, plugged in as she was to her CD on hypnosis in the autistic population. I'd hunkered down into Atonement, my fall back novel. In the evenings I still put myself to sleep with Douglas Adams, but during daylight hours, Ian McKewan tells it like it is.

 

Lily's hand came to rest on my arm, and that was very pleasant, until it wasn't anymore.

 

She began squeezing my arm so hard, it felt like an Indian burn. I turned to her, ready to start yelling, but then I got a real good look at her face.

 

She was blankly mesmerized. She sort of looked like a zombie.

 

She was staring straight ahead, completely lost, completely gone. I got, real fast like, that this was a very dangerous situation. We were rocketing at 75 miles an hour, and here is Lily, frozen. Oh. My. God.

 

And then something very odd began to happen.

 

We very slowly, very gently, began to float upward.

 

Rites of passage Finale

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I read a post the other day about the rites of passage, and wanted to share my experience of why this post was so important to me...

 

This is the original post

 

Rites of Passage Finale!

~ The Crowning Ceremony ~

Released on Sunday, December 16

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The Crowning is the ceremonial conclusion to our epic Rites of Passage endeavor. It marks the culmination of the entire initiatory program and our potential emergence into God Realization.

It is at this moment that we come before the Heavenly Throne and offer our humble Oath of Service to God as we prepare to advance into higher levels of planetary service.

Upon receiving the Word of Power that effectively coheres our energy, enabling us to work with the mighty Councils of Light, we prepare to take our positions upon the world stage.

Through this ceremony, we come to blaze like a brilliant diamond tiara of Divine Perfection, outwardly blessing all life with our benevolent group radiance.

http://www.childrenofthesun.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=502&Itemid=258

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This is my own personal experience of why this means so much to me...

 

Heart Song December 16th 2012

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The Heart Song for December 16th, 2012 is

It's Beginning to Look Alot Like Christmas

 

 

I AM magnifying the Spirit of the holiday and not the materialistic side of Christmas. Neither do I condone giving children toy guns. I believe that children SHOULD NOT get used to having them, for no reason.

 

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go;
Take a look in the five and ten glistening once again
With candy canes and silver lanes aglow.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Toys in ev'ry store
But the prettiest sight to see is the holly that will be
On your own front door.

A pair of hopalong boots and a pistol that shoots
Is the wish of Barney and Ben;
Dolls that will talk and will go for a walk
Is the hope of Janice and Jen;
And Mom and Dad can hardly wait for school to start again.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go;
There's a tree in the Grand Hotel, one in the park as well,
The sturdy kind that doesn't mind the snow.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas;
Soon the bells will start,
And the thing that will make them ring is the carol that you sing
Right within your heart.

 

 

 

Love Geeta


 

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