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Submitted by yourgypsysoul on

If I had to pick a theme of my introspection lately it's pretty much been "How am I not myself?" and that's what I'm going to write about today. I've never fit in much. I've typically been shy, quiet and introverted although that's changed A LOT over the past few years. It's changed the most since I've been able to connect with other like-minded people.

 

Today, in a meeting at work someone made a comment and said that she thought I would be pretty good at sucking up. At the time, I sort of smiled and shrugged it off while inside of me I wasn't quite sure how to feel. Should I feel offended? Is it a bad thing that people look at me like that? Do a majority of my peers see me that way? I suppose, though, I already have the answer to the last question.

 

I worked at a ice cream shop in high school (my favorite job hands down. and not just because of endless ice cream. I wish I could be a soda jerk forever...) Anyway, one my coworkers was a cute boy who ended up telling me one day that I tried too hard. Not the same comment, but similar. And you know what, he was right. I did try too hard. I didn't feel like I fit in and therefore I couldn't accept my true nature. I didn't want to be the weird girl so I made every effort possible to try and fit in with the cool crowd. I knew I was different. I thought that it was wrong so I shunned that part of me.

 

I remember going to the store when I was little and just wondering why everything cost money. I didn't get it! Why couldn't everyone just take what they needed and leave the extra for others? Yes, I was a socialist in my preschool years. Of course that was all buried once I got to school and got "programmed". (IT DIDN'T WORK! I AM AWAKE!)

 

DEEPLY AWAKE - YESTERDAY

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DEEPLY AWAKE – YESTERDAY

 

I am hoping that the 12-12-12 was everything you wanted it to be.

 

This is written for those whose 12-12-12 was neither magical nor comfortable. You guys, and I, need some encouragement today.

 

I was not visited by a space ship. No Ascended Masters came and made me a meal, taught me the mysteries, and left me their number. I did not glow, neither did I hum, shake, or get nauseated. I had a couple of those deep,deep flushes that I thought would turn into something more, another blacking out, but, no, I recovered quite nicely.

 

I sat in a tight ball of pain yesterday. Not one area of my life, many of which, regardless of my bitching, were going surprisingly well, worked out yesterday.

 

I sat in my recliner all day. That is all I did. I felt pushed down by a great weight. I kept imagining myself, quite to my dismay, as if I was glowing-on-fire. I felt expectant, detached, completely detached, and yet, highly disturbed. Little flutters of fear, big waves of it, that sharp, tangy fear that rides your body from the deep down stomach, and then shocks its way all the way up you from your core, a knowing of disaster.

 

I am pleased to see how everything unfolds – Lady Maria through Isabel Henn December 12, 2012

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Maria 2

 

 

My beloved children, on this all-important day – with the meditations in which your intention and love found expression – you all have helped your beloved Gaia with her final Ascension into the 5th Dimension.

 

The vibrations on Earth have increased enormously and could then accomplish this. All negative and low energies will leave the earth now for good in the next few days up to your Ascension climax on 21.12. You’re going to feel lighter and more loving now. The portal for the ascent also of man has been opened and now stays open for a while. Some people have ascended into the higher dimensions today, many will follow and after the 21.12. the chance for late bookers will remain. Do not worry so. You have all the options open, even after this so long awaited day.

 

Remain in your love and send your light furthermore into the grids of the world to enhance the desired effect yet. You help so many people who have not decided yet. You arise their desire for more, for love and oneness in them, and give them so the opportunity for a life in peace and love. So many of you Lightworkers and Wayshowers could feel the Oneness with All-That-Is during the global meditations. You received my essences of the Divine Mother that unfold slowly now in you. Still rest a lot and also drink much clear water so that the energies can flow through your bodies.

 

Does It Really Matter?

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I personally don't see how this will effect his (Gov Christie) ability to be a President. I would judge him on his character more than his weight, unless it was the weight of his Heart. We can always learn how to be more healthier, it's a personal choice.

 

As a child, I was forced to eat all the food on my plate. I did not force my kids to eat all thier food, and only one is could loose some weight, if she chooses, and she lived with my mother as a child. Weight used to be one of my demons, but, I AM working on it with much more ease and ability in this NOW TIME. I have been at both ends of the scale, and, being thinner feels better. I AM satisfied, and there is no longer any lack of anything so no need to always want to fill a void, there are none.

 

I thank Spirit for giving me the ability to strive for my Higher Self to be healthy. So, to me personally, it matters about myself.

Galactic Interjectors

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GALACTIC INTERJECTORS

 

 

 

Sometimes my roommate will get me to watch Hoarders with her. I AM glad she did because it inspired me on how to visualize cleaning out the hoarded negative people, places and things that were in my head (some tiny fragments trying to stay(like dust particles), but, I AM searching them out dillegently, and they will go too) and some in my heart.

 

There are always people who interject, expose and attempt to heal the hoarder. I see my galactic family as interjectors in the Spirit realm, of us EXhoarders. 

 

They show unconditional Love to to us by interjecting, calling out the necessity to clean house. It may come in the form of a mate/spouse, mother/father, grandma/pa, sister/brother Spirit, and any other kind that "shakes the web" to get your attention.  In my post, you can see the validation of this.  How they informed me of who I used to be, who I AM not, and who I can become, with a clean Heart and a  clean Mind, to place more  Unconditional Love within AND this time, having the gift of discernment as to what to keep and what to throw away. The Galactic Interjectors

 

I feel so much better because of this Divine interjection. I thank all those who inspired me to acknowlede that that mess HAD to go, or, my health (some houses be in such horrible living conditions, which is harmful to all life), mind and heart would be destroyed.

 

The Heart Song for December 13th 2012

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The Heart Song for December 13th 2012 is

The Proud Family Theme Song by Destinys Child

 

 

Not sure if you've seen the show, The Proud Family, but to me, it's very enjoyable.

 

What?
you and me will always be tight
Family every single day and night
even when you starts acting like a fool
you know I'm loving every single thing you do
I know that I can always be myself
around you more then anybody else
and everyday after school
you know there no one
I love just what you do

(Destiny's Child)

Family a family
Proud Family
They'll make you scream
make you wanna sing
its a family thing
a family
proud proud family
Proud Family
They'll push your buttons
make you wanna hug 'em
It's a family thing
a family
a proud proud family

(Solange)
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I sleep tight know that your there
nice dreams and your every where
in my heart and even in my soul
you know I'll take you every single place I go
every day I'm hanging with my friends
Got school, but when the day ends
I wanna feel a love I know that really true
I only wanna feel how I feel when I'm with you

(Destiny's Child)

Family a family
Proud Family
They'll make you scream
make you wanna sing
its a family thing
a family
proud proud family
Proud Family
They'll push your buttons
make you wanna hug 'em
It's a family thing
a family
a proud proud family

these lyrics are submitted by Joan
these lyrics are last corrected by KloeBoo

 

 

Enjoy your day.

 

Love Geeta

Finial Activations, & Finial Awakenings- Gaia, Humanity, All of Gods Creations 12-12-12, Part 2 of 2

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Law of One Released from Karma and Activated and of in Presents for New World.

 

SaRa Key used to amplify to Cleans Humanities DNA/RNA as well as Activates Parasympathetic Nervous system and light bodies. Included Gaia, God Creations.

 

Raised vibration to the highest possible vibration that each being, gods creations, Gaia could be raised to at this time.

 

All Blue Ray Beings were Activated, Key Codes awaken,  and Called to there divine Purpose.

 

Acturian Key Codes were used to awaken, activated to beings completed 12-12-12.

this activations will assists in moving beings on to there path, purpose.

 

The GateKeepers, Lightsavers and code Catchers were fully Awaken and fully Activated.

 

Activation and Call fourth of Soul Families to come together at this time for planetary work coming New Earth set in Motion.

 

Twelves

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   The energy of twelve, twelve, twelve provides a source to exciting our vibrational frequencies.  The formation of the isotropic vector matrix will take place during the coming year, the model systems will have either silica or salt lattice.  The idea is to segregate different energies by using crystalline minerals to vibrate light at a certain color frequency.  The emissions will create a color spectrum that enables access to free flow of electrons - unlimited source energy.  The vector matrix will have a specific polarity - our model with magnets has demonstrated some entertaining features.

   We currently are using a grid of 64 - this appears to be the size of the unit cell, although a grid of 16 may manifest if we get our symmetry rules correct.  The idea of creating a translucent salt window and then irradiating in the infrared spectral region could have implications in a number of resource extraction fields - with energy generation becoming a cascade effort.

   More as time transcribes our course...

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