I have been at times overwhelmed, I admit. Contemplating this new life, new/ancient remembrance has at times blown my mind right out! To consider these truths that we now hold as soul memory has on more than one occasion shot me out of the cannon without a net. When my awakening began in earnest, with the nudgings, the whispers, the "Wtf is happenings"? I felt compelled to share what I believed was going on with those I knew and loved and trusted. Silly me! How was I to know that it was not yet "their time" for what I knew, without a shred of doubt, to be real and crazily bizarre and wholly magnificent. "We're worried about you", they said is condescending tones. "What's wrong with you?" they asked. "Don't you see? Can't you feel it?!", I would whisper back behind tears of rejected disappointment. Maybe there is something wrong with me, I would ponder... I've always been different, always the one who ended up with the haunted houses, seeing the orbs, unable to wear watches or shooting out light bulbs with my thoughts and emotions. Perhaps I have really gone off the deep end... Perhaps I should see someone about this... Read the bible more, cut out the herbage maybe, or keep my newfound insanity to myself... Hhmmm, what to do, what to do... And yet the nudgings continued, the research, the downloads, the now well known "Ascension Symptoms". All kept coming like waves of fluid thought marching across the sands of time to find my heart. And where I am. I AM. and here we are. Here we ALL are, all part of the great Source, the Eternal Love of the Universal Mind, Expanded. Consciousness. We are the aliens, the aliens to our own natural way of being, but no more. Now I know my task, my privileged mission that I have sworn, pledged and feel so much honor to do. I am to assuage the fear, plant the seeds of truth, water regularly. Shine love, anchor light, breathe in, breathe out., keep calm and carry on.
