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Somewhere over the rainbow...

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Submitted by Rosangel on

 

Today I find myself humbled once more as I realize that uprooting to another location to remove myself from toxicity was not the soulution.  Here I am face to face with the same themes that have been a part of my life... control, insecurities, anger, and manipulation.  There they are in front of me again, different players, same themes.

But universe, I thought I was doing the right thing by removing myself from situations that do not serve me.  I am living a simpler life.  I have given up most of the possessions and titles I have worked a lifetime to secure.  I walked away from corporate money to serve community in a holistic way.

Is this not enough? What more can I give?  What more can I do?  How much more do I need to give up?  Why is it so hard to be at peace?  I have no home right now.  In the last month I have been released from gigs due to budget cuts... I feel lost and so naked.

I know I deserve more than what my current reality is offering me.  I want is peace, love, a harmonious home, financial freedom.  I want the abundance that is mine by divine right.

Sigh, I get it now...  It is not about moving/changing locations.  It is about facing these vasanas and looking at them straight in the eye, with poise, grace, and love.  It is about embracing that I can not control the environment outside of me.  It is about surrender.  I am so emotional.  Tears are flowing out of me so much so that I can hardly see the words I am typing on my computer.

Yet despite this roller coaster of emotions, I can hear my inner being saying to me that before I can experience the rainbow, I need to experience the rain.

Here's My List!!!

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Submitted by ReNita on

I guess I should speak up. I’m one of those who have been sitting on the sidelines waiting for things to happen. Every day I go through the press and read the stories. I hear people wanting proof. Well, I was one of those people, mostly because my family looks at me sideways. They wonder what I got myself into. They think I’m crazy! My oldest sister told me that she is definitely sure I’m involved in a cult. And she didn’t even ask me any questions. LOL!!! I have to remind them that I put my pants on one leg at a time just like they do. It’s like a brick wall. All I hear is “It’s not in the Bible. It’s not in the Bible” I just want to shake em! I had to let that go because I know who I am (not literally). But when I think about it I do have proof. The things my body has been going through with the one day fevers, the muscle aches, body rashes and OMG the acne. I never had acne before even when I was a teenager.  

 

Last month I got my car fixed for free.  I had my ATM card out ready to pay and he said we are not going to charge you for this maam. Just consider it an act of good will. I said THANK YOU!!! Also, I paid $12.95 a day in advance to rent a Ford Focus for two weeks while on vacation last month. When I got to the counter all the attendant said was “You’re going to look good in this car” I didn’t know what he meant until I went to the stall to get the car. Wow he gave me a 2011 fully loaded keyless Dodge Charger for the same price. My sister said for some reason she thinks I have been getting blessed. This is the same sister that says she is certain that I am in a cult. Duh…

L.O.H.

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Submitted by SophiaLove on

My dreams changed last weekend.  I was away from home, and they took me even further.  I was not in a place I’ve ever imagined or with anyone I’ve consciously known this lifetime.  I believe I had a glimpse of what life can be like when we are outside the constraints of this dimension. I loosed the bonds of the systems in place and saw a world with different priorities.  It was beautiful and very different.

 

I was part of a group that went by the moniker L.O.H.  I do not remember what it stood for, only those three initials. We were in New York City.  I understood that crime still existed and we were there for the victims.  There were hundreds of us.  We wore clothing unlike any I’ve ever seen; it was iridescent.  We were strong, vital and committed.

 

My best friend tells me that maybe L.O.H. stood for “Love Over Head”.  Here’s why.

 

We went into the apartment where a murder had just occurred.  There was no one there but the body – no police, no yellow tape, no news reporters or eyewitnesses.  Our job was to grant dignity and love to the victim and to care for the body.  It was a different New York – yet not everyone was “on board” and some violent physical dramas still played out.

 

We were the transitory team – loving the soul who had volunteered to experience this crime as a victim.  I see a long line of us, physically and energetically loving this body.  We lift him up and pass him carefully overhead; carrying the body from this dimension to the next. 

 

This is someone to be honored and gently moved to his next destination, and we are here to do just that.  Each of us handles him, loves him and thanks him.  We create a path of love he travels on over our heads, cushioned in our light.  We sort of glow and are all beaming with joy.  It is a privilege to do this work.

Message from the Galactic Federation of Light 8/13/12 ‘Ascension Science’

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Submitted by Greg_ Giles on

Holding you back in some ways is your resistance to change in some areas. There are for some of you new concepts and new ideas that are foreign to you, strange to you. You do not resonate with them, for you have never experienced anything like this before in any of your previous or recent incarnations. We of the Galactic Federation of Light wish to assist you smooth this transition for yourselves and assimilate these changes more efficiently and effectively, more positively, more securely and more confidently.

 

At this time, some of you are demonstrating great difficulties when reading our messages to you. These individuals are displaying behaviors not suitable for higher dimensional existence in many ways. These individuals are demonstrating for all to see that they are not yet prepared, they have not yet enabled themselves to rise above the frequency levels of a 3rd third dimensional existence. This is their choice and we, as we always do, honor and respect the choice that all will make, however, these beings may wish to understand that they will not, because they cannot, ascend into the higher dimensions until these deficiencies in their personality constructs are purified, are corrected, are brought into alignment with higher dimensional consciousness.

 

The Ugly Duckling

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Submitted by SophiaLove on

Cornstalks border my east and west, standing guard to this row of houses.  Harvested a month ago, they are silent golden protectors, speaking only when the wind blows through.  The coyotes keep their distance, but at night you can hear them howling; they are hunting.  I am grateful for these cornstalk sentinels.

 

The world looks different further south, and in so many ways it is.  We spent the morning working in the front yard and left to get some lunch.  When we drove back in, I noticed we’d left the garage door open and the lawn was strewn with power tools.  You couldn’t do that in the suburbs.  Well you could, but more than likely they’d be gone when you returned.  We are in the heartland.  Down here you grow things, hunt things and help people.

 

The cows make strange noises at night; there is an occasional eerie wail.  With the mass of stars overhead and this combination of animal calls, it’s as if we’ve entered another dimension.

 

Yet I see no evidence of “Ascension Awareness” here.  Life is straightforward.  It includes work, raising kids and crops, and play; all good things.  I feel so deeply human here.  This is my race.

 

I can’t deny feeling a bit out of place though.  I have no internet access in this rural yard where I sit.  For two days I’ve been unable to check in on what has become an important part of my daily life; my family of light workers.  It’s been interesting.  I feel, not quite like a fish out of water, but like the Ugly Duckling; accepted completely yet just a little bit different.  We all pretend not to notice and I will move on soon enough.

 

Sacred Toning for Gaia and Humanity

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Submitted by lynmarie8 on

I would like to invite anyone who would like to participate in their own space at the same time to join in and send healing to all of humanity and Gaia on Thursday's from 7-9 pm central time it would help all who participate.

 

I am working with an Arkatron which is a titanium globe that looks like the grid around the planet. The Arkatron has been anchored into all the pyramids and scared sites across the planet. This allows the energy to be sent out across the planet at one time. There are about 200 of these arkatron's that people own they are all linked together and work together with Galactic beings, Ascended Masters -You just need to invite them to help you, of which I open scared space and invite all to help. I am able to see them in the room and inside the Arkatron. During these group events there are around 50 people who are singing sacred harmonic tones of God’s name into the Arkatron.  I write up a clearing for all of humanity and Gaia to receive for that day, of which I connect directly to the Creator of all that is, to send and clear this energy for all to receive, which is also said out loud so it may go into the Arkatron. The Arkatron collects all of this energy.  When this group session is done I am able to send all the energy that is collected into the Arkatron and send it into Mother earth to receive and all of humanity, for whoever is open to receiving it across the planet. This process helps clear out, peel off the matrix of 3 Dimensional duality, polarity, fear, lack of, scarcity, deprivation, ect. What ever is removed the creator of all that is will replacing it with what the Creator see is your highest and best for you. This will changes it for you, your family and ancestors at one time so that it never allowing this back into your life, sealing these openings, healing auric fields with gold, white, violet threads of light. It is also cleared out throughout all time and space and all dimensions. 

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