As I take note of my matrix this morning, there are signs of celebration. After a period of purging for myself and others, I woke up today feeling deeply held in the embrace of angels, and have knowing that soon the boundary will open, and the keys to paradise given. I have been asked to write for my dear brothers and sisters, who seem to be struggling with the same old issues, who look out at the world midway through linear earth year 2012 and say, “Nothing is happening.” This perspective, my friends, means only one thing: you are looking in the wrong place.

The ascension of consciousness is a cosmic event. Since we are currently residents of Earth, it is here we are looking for the manifestation of change, and if you can see this manifestation within yourself, you can see it in the world. If you are reading this, you are already aware that the physical manifestation of “reality” as you experience it is a result of your own personal matrix, created by you. It is through the distortions within the self that our world is manifested. We are each playing out a microcosmic manifestation of this within our own bodies, minds, and souls.

It’s okay to love yourself.  In fact, it’s more than okay, it’s necessary.  We are coming to the end of duality and the contrasts are everywhere, trying to get our attention.  The sharpest ones have to do with your worst fear.  Your worst fear is so intensely personal; you may never have put voice to it.  Yet today, if you think for a moment, there it is.

It is asking for your attention, wanting to be examined, waiting for release.  You don’t need it anymore, and the part of you that is ready to move on knows that.  Where we are going, there is nothing to fear.  We are heading towards agape, a place without conditions.

Our deepest fear is that somehow we aren’t good enough; that there is an unmet condition.  If only we could meet it, we’d be fine.  We are chasing after that carrot on the stick – so close, yet ever out of reach.  This condition is not something you need, it is something made up, a part of this third dimension you’ve decided to hang on to.  Let it go.

Maybe it’s a body or a bank account, a status or a role – if only you had it, you’d be perfect.  Perhaps its forgiveness, a big eraser that will wipe out all the terrible things you’ve done, thought about, or still think about doing.  Without these, you’d be worthy.

Hello! I hope all is well with you, especially with these intense vibrations going on around the Earth right now.

Wow! Personally, I am seeing my spiritual development accelerate at a rate that I could only imagine previously. It is really beautiful to see and I thank Creator, Gaia, The Angels, My Higher Self, My Guides, and all Positive beings of Love and Light for this wonderful time.

Yesterday, I bought 5 books on various Ascension subjects and I had planned on reading them one-by-one through this week. Little did I know I had already done what was necessary for the two of them already, one would turn into more of a reference and positivity book to look at from time to time, and I'd only actually have a desire to fully read two of them!

In a conversation with Hilarion previously he told me about how he was past looking at numerology & various other subjects. I had kind of been taken aback by this previously, but now I understand what he meant. It is important for us to look at what interests us about this whole process, but as each of us goes through it there will be times when some things just don't need to be explained or examined again.

For me, this is past lives and overall, the past. I have a high connection to Atlantis, Egypt, Andromeda (according to a Akarshic reading), and a few other places. I had intended to look back on these lives to try to figure things out about them. However, I discovered to my pleasure, I don't even need to! Simply thinking about those times just gives me confirmation in my mind "hey.....you like ancient egypt......move on, you've been here before".