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On Being: First Game Notes

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Rhythmic
Yellow Star : Void Flowing




Today,
I am. The adventure of the past few days took me into the fading
construct that we call three dee 3D. This is a convention that stand
for three dimensional space-time, a construct that limits us into the
constricted box of media and academia. Their persistent illusion is
broadcast constantly into a framework that stood together for a great
deal of time – however, the common fabrication has eroded badly and
we all really know that the people in charge have no real clue and
certainly no capacity to change.




No Weigh

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Simplicity and complexity are standing side by side chatting about their different viewpoints of the world we live in. The common vision is shared by a multitude of groups that have arranged the complexity of life into neat little stacks of simple things to think about and do. The stacks have been piled higher and deeper and have developed a complexity of their own, such that the initial complexity is simple compared to the structure that has been assembled.


To return to simplicity is not to become simple minded. The ideas that we have have to be thought out better - to allow true to be teased away from embedded theory. To carry forward nonsense as true belief is to add nonsense onto the existing nonsense and what is generated is cognitive dissonance. For example - Clooney's new movie paints a completely false picture of what was going on at CBS - history is rewritten for the masses that believe exactly what they wish to believe.


We all do that - when we become part of the masses. However, we are always part of the whole. There is a difference. The whole holograph is enabled by a morphogenic field - our specific intention is what makes it so. When we withdraw our consent, and fail to believe in the common illusion that we have had drilled into every waking hour of our lives, we can see that nothing is real and there is nothing to get hung about. We create our own drama in order to entertain ourselves and now is the time to stop playing that game. The movie changes in the first person - i can take you on an adventure to a place that you can go, but you cannot be there, unless you let go of all the previous packaging, including the illusion of security.


Two thoughts

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First - Nobody really has a clue, second - Everybody gets it right, sometimes. Let's explore the wisdom and ask ourselves, what is it that we really know? 


When we watch the events taking place in the world today, we distinctly get the feeling that there is something wrong with the fundamental framework of our current beliefs. The illusion that was weaved together for our benefit is actually controlled by a morphogenic field - which resonates at a harmonic frequency with other residents of Gaia. The concepts of time/space is welded into our construct and the Geek Gods Einstein and Newton are more revered than the Greek Philosophers Aristotle and Plato. Of course geek is the new dope - and so put your glasses on, get out your cosmic surfboard and ride a vibrational wave at high frequency - get beyond the drama.


Street Theater

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   The fact that i watch you-tube videos for music and information means that some things come onto my radar screen that i don't quite understand. As a scientist with a brother that is in the industry, i have had a relationship with acting that has been unique. I am totally comfortable on-stage, even though my asberger's paranoia does not allow me to be in small uncomfortable crowds. Let's say that i have the ability to step into a role, to be the understudy for the bigger parts, knowing the words and the songs without having to be the one on-stage. Until the call comes.


    I was Handyman Jones in Lil Abner in my first performance. I was married to Stupifying Jones - the gal that stunned abner in the game and left Daisy Mae singing I'm past my prime. For a geek that couldn't talk to girls at all, i suddenly had the most gorgeous gal in high school in my arms every day we had rehersal. I learned that very pretty women have the same phobia that I have, that being with people makes them uncomfortable, because people don't treat them like normal people. I learned that everyone has to be treated the same as i wish to be treated - they are like me. Since that time, i find that the women in my life are either braniac, gorgeous or non-existent.


No ordinary love

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    Come in to my world 
     Flowing through life as something different from
most. I enjoy how much we have connected and i now have a cat to talk
to. Life is a magical place when you let go of preconceived notions and
ride the flow on a cosmic surfboard. I am so excited to be with you that
i want to drop everything and come over, but i think that i had better
remain responsible to walking the talk right now, because we need to be
ready when everything really changes. Each of us has our role, but i
have no idea of anyone's role but my own.

   
some of the things you said about you are so parallel to things that i
went thru that i know we have something special going on. I would like
to get to know you, but also have a fear of intimacy because of past
history. i am complicated and have not not really had a partner in a
while. I have no will to argue or fight - our world has to be based on
love and caring, at a minimum within tribe, but really amongst all life,
based on water.

   
it's funny, because this is blogging time, where i get my work done and
all i can think about is you. My in depth work as a chemist has to do
with resonating vibration fields - i think that maybe the harmonics of

Intention

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So happy together. 



Hope so - day one was awesome. The New Weigh is to trust in love and be who i.am . I learned so much in the past few days, my fractal reality is far enough along that i have multiple distinct histories. I have been here enough times before to recognize that i.am the authority on the topic. The last rendition lacked the confidence, this thyme around the game is on my home court and they wont even know that the game is playing until after they watch the films. 


The state of jefferson blog needs to be activated - yet i have no time nor energy for that particular task, Make private contact if you want the keys to the rig. Connection to source is included in the offer - must be capable of holding responsibility and grok the mondragon economic model. There is something going on around here.

Start by Starting

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Something new, something big. Reality just went through the Thyme Tunnel - we are all here in this time at this moment, but in different temporal spaces. As I am eldest younger in an older generation, i personally was able to carry the truth of the prior generation through the myths of my own generation. I have now met the eldest younger of a clan that appears to be in similar form and size to the one that i grew up in, the fractal model is set to the same mathematical base. She also has a status of holding the eldest sun of the following generation - the learning curve can span five generations, if she can be who she is, rather than what other wish to shape her to be.


I went though a review of where the reality of my space-time went after i spun howdt of the space. The whole seven-year cycle has come full circle and i have the opportunity now to go back further in parallel to moving forward. The eye of the needle buried in the haystack has two paths that reach that location - one that takes the one through an enormous journey within the recesses of her/his own mind. The revelation that we control the holograph by the belief and intention that we carry is illustrated in every concept of as above, so below.


Another Weigh

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Just thinking and sharing music - high stream energy vibrations seem to chase way lower frequency peeps. My wish is to be the light and do what need be done to create a light vision - to place into play the results of the learning. Nature is as nature does and Gaia has mechanisms to talk to us, when we attune ourselves to listen. People are fragile creatures that require nurturing - our nuclear society will not allow that to happen as we are the cogs in their wheel when we play their game. I walk to my own synchronicity - enjoy being before dealing with any frustrations of the day.


To begin, i have developed a zen state - my ground. I know where this place is, within the recesses of my being and i can get there and back in an instant. That time is always well spent, as i can discharge frustration and angst and get immediate clarity. When i meditate, i draw a Merkaba shell and retreat into space, between my ears, and focus on nothing in particular. To be in a hot sauna while drifting out of body is the ultimate experience - hot springs and baths serve similar purpose.


My being no longer really seems to be of that whirled - it is one with Gaia in the spirit of love. Love is not a science terms, yet love is the binding between electrons in a chemical bond. The polymeric structure is disintegrating and the common view cannot hold when enough peeps no longer share the imagery. I ride a sturdy steed - called a mercedes benz - that gets me to where i go, at this point in physical space time. There is no such thing as space or time - these are constructs that we were taught to use to frame the world for the collective group-think that currently dominates.


The New Weigh 2015

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The game is on. The specific phases of what manifests is solely determined by the person manifesting. The realities are concurrent - each of us is drawn to people of similar vibration. Our Love is the Answer group explores many questions of how to keep each other feeling honored and sacred - the room has its own flow and character. The past is woven together with the future and NOW is the fulcrum of past, present and future - the only time that is.


What you bring unto you is based upon the law of attraction. What the world brings to you is based on your own perspective. The source of your resonance vibration is not within you - many vibrate to similar resonances. We dial our frequency based on our internal climate, which seems to dictate our external climate in an as above, so below manner. My personal intention is to be in the Gaia that we envision as the garden - and work with love to accomplish the tasks of bringing a group of different minded people into community together where everybody benefits.


I can see clearly now, the reign is gone. The goal for this segment is to Void ... to recreate what has yet to be created. The place i am envisioning is kind to itself and to others and returns higher vibration than it extracts. The she part of we is whole with or without me, and we work together to provide comfort for all who inhabit our space. Our house is a very, very, very fine house, with two cats in the yard ...  


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