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How am I not Myself?

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If I had to pick a theme of my introspection lately it's pretty much been "How am I not myself?" and that's what I'm going to write about today. I've never fit in much. I've typically been shy, quiet and introverted although that's changed A LOT over the past few years. It's changed the most since I've been able to connect with other like-minded people.

 

Today, in a meeting at work someone made a comment and said that she thought I would be pretty good at sucking up. At the time, I sort of smiled and shrugged it off while inside of me I wasn't quite sure how to feel. Should I feel offended? Is it a bad thing that people look at me like that? Do a majority of my peers see me that way? I suppose, though, I already have the answer to the last question.

 

I worked at a ice cream shop in high school (my favorite job hands down. and not just because of endless ice cream. I wish I could be a soda jerk forever...) Anyway, one my coworkers was a cute boy who ended up telling me one day that I tried too hard. Not the same comment, but similar. And you know what, he was right. I did try too hard. I didn't feel like I fit in and therefore I couldn't accept my true nature. I didn't want to be the weird girl so I made every effort possible to try and fit in with the cool crowd. I knew I was different. I thought that it was wrong so I shunned that part of me.

 

I remember going to the store when I was little and just wondering why everything cost money. I didn't get it! Why couldn't everyone just take what they needed and leave the extra for others? Yes, I was a socialist in my preschool years. Of course that was all buried once I got to school and got "programmed". (IT DIDN'T WORK! I AM AWAKE!)

 

The Science of Happiness & Bliss

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The Science of Happiness

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Hello Friends,

                                                                                                                                  

Let me share The Most Comprehensive study about Human Body, Mind and Consciousness ever that will help you to embrace Life in its Fullness and unleash your Unlimited Potential.

 

A movie you will love to watch again and again and show it to all your near and dear ones and make a difference in their lives. Happy watching.

The Science of Happiness & Peace (Your Guide to "HEAVEN" on Earth)

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It's the Most Comprehensive study about Human Body, Mind and Consciousness ever that will help you to embrace Life in its Fullness and unleash your Unlimited Potential.

 

William James had said "The greatest discovery of our generation is that human beings can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind." This movie presents Astounding Scientific facts that alter our very perception and attitude towards life and our world giving a whole new meaning to it.

 

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Rense & Joseph Skipper - Proof Of Life On Mars Rivers, Lakes, Waterfalls And Forests

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Published on Jul 24, 2012 by JRense

The great bulk of the satellite imaging evidence in this book is very fundamental and, although often strange looking, it's right in one's face so plain and obvious that you'll at first be incredulous as to how it could have been missed by so many and for so long. In fact, it is some of the most powerful visual planetary evidence you will ever see short of walking on this world and seeing it face to face and it obviously goes against the science community consensus that Mars is a super dry hard frozen dead world .

 

The Circle of Life

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We have come from so very far to arrive at this place of peace.  This is what I am internally experiencing just now – a sense of peace.  Our world is running a muck according to established mainstream news sources.  Some of that is seeping into the everyday, as our own bank may be implicated in scandal as well as our government.

 

Yet through all this there remains a sense of calm.  It is a beautiful day.  A nest full of baby birds cheep to be fed while their parents swoop in again and again to nourish them.  The sun shines, the breeze blows, gently pushing the newly planted flowers back and forth.  Life is abundant.  I am internally happy, with no discernible reason in practical, 3D terms.

 

This is the next dimension.  As you walk into your powers of intentional creation, you experience untold joy and personal fulfillment.  There is no one necessary to rank your progress or determine your success.  All of your life is self determined.  You are who you intend to be, have what you intend to enjoy and do what you plan to do. There are surprises, as your world is full of a wonderful mix of “others” – souls who have a part to play in this show will engage you and have an impact.  All of this by your own design.

 

Make no mistake; this Ascension process is yours alone - in concert with mine and everyone else’s. The unity that we are coming to understand and experience means we are made of the same stuff – like fingers on a hand – yet each with a unique perspective and part to play.

 

Love: Does Anything Else Matter?

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What does it mean to say you love , does it mean nothing else matters? What I have found is it does. Love is an important part of life, something everyone she be apart of. With love in your life, happiness is easy to come by, smiling is like breathing, and joy seems to follow you wherever you go. This is possible for everyone to experience, not just a select few. What in your life makes you happy? What do you love? Everyone could use more love, and there are many different ways to love. Striving to be and have love will bring you just that. To truly be in love you must first start with yourself. Once you can love yourself, everything else falls into place. This is where going inside and having your own personal relationship with yourself is important. Once this relationship with yourself blossoms, you will see everything around you lighting up like the perfect day. You will have a new found perspective of the world, and you will see this develop in your relationships with others. Once love is firmly rooted within you, you no longer get caught up in the "daily drama" or negativity, and how can you? When love is present within, negativity relinquishes its power over you and becomes a thing of the past.  Your love shines out because it it sincere within. Once this takes place, nothing else but love matters. Take this to your heart, and you will change your life.

 

With MY Love,

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