I don't know what I'm writing when I start this. It has something to do with my heart feeling cold, though.

There's a positive and negative to everything. I haven't been meditating daily, like I know I should. I'm recogizing the differences now. Postive and negative. Dark and light.

When I don't meditate, I'm cold. I know I'm cold. My heart is cold and mine and that's it. I recogize others, but I don't really seeeeee them.

When I do meditate I am warm. I am kind. I am compassionate. I am miserable.

What?

You heard me, I am miserable.

That doesn't make sense.

When I do meditate, I am giggly and I am nice and I am warm, I am so warm. My heart is warm and soft. I wake up in the mornings and cry and cry and cry. I don't want to keep living in this 3D world. The thought of getting out of bed, and going out in 3D rattles me.

So when I don't meditate. I still smile. I'm still kind, but I am hard and cold.

It's not something I think that others notice the way I do. They still see the smile, they still get treated kindly. But not as kindly as they could.

I don't want to venture into that 3D world, but I have to.

When I don't meditate, I can get by. I don't have an aching feeling in my heart, a longing for something better.

What's worse? I'll tell you.

When I don't meditate, there's nothing pushing me. I'm "content", for lack of a better word. I don't realize that aching and longing, it's hidden inside of me. Buried in the layers of density from 3D living to keep it hiding from me, so it's not there to give me that motivation.

I don't want to go out in the 3D world, but I have to. I have to because someday, I won't have to.

Does that make sense?

Good.

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12/21/98 - Aton, The One Light

Good morning, little one. It is I, Aton, The One Light. I am the ONENESS which connects all life together to make up The Whole. Be at peace and be still.

You who play in the physical arena are in the times prophesied by many an en-Light-ened wayshower from times past. This is not a time to be feared, but rather, a time to look forward to, with the anticipation and eagerness of a small child awaiting Christmas morning.

There shall be the apparent atrocities along the way, such as you ones just witnessed in the Persian Gulf area of your world. The actions taken by the “global community” could be easily viewed as a grown adult male beating on a small child, in terms of physical might. There is no true community spirit in what your global “elite” controllers have planned for you.

Your world is controlled by less than 2% of your population, and the majority of you still continue to fall for the same old tricks that the Darkened ones have been playing for thousands of years. These ones are like the stage magician who dazzles you with distraction while setting up the next sleight of hand. Impeachment, war, stock market fluctuations, weather catastrophes and such are all part of the dazzle to keep you from seeing the truth at hand of your enslavement.