please dont try to achieve any state of consciousness, ie enlightenment,
so as to liberate yourself from the feelings of bondage. any
attempts to free yourself from any feelings of bondage, will infact
become your very shackles. this includes dealing with thought,emotions
feelings, all internal experiences, and dealign with everyone elses
interactions with you as well. simply breathing is effecting , its
through the simple act of breathing that you free yourself from all
attempts of becoming free from bondage. this includes tension within
yourself, and tension with others.

all thats taking place on our planet, the safegaurding of specific
information, and in detail, is done so as to ensure that a massive
riot or protesting in the streets doesnt take place, however
even with this knowledge and actions being taken, as far as i know
isnt stopping beings from taking a stand in specific areas on the planet.
this again is a part of the plan. their actions to protest and so on
is not only the acting out of conditioning, but also the beings stepping
out of their complacency, and into their passion for an ethical life.

all beings have their place on this planet, whether theyre conscious
or unconscious about their place, even those beings questioning their place
and searching for the truth and such, is their place. and all in between.


What isnt taught in schools , but is spoken about in books, but not as far
as i know, spoken about in proper detail, is what it is like to truly
experience being the love we are. those desires that one have about being
psychic, read beings energy signatures, their thoughts, their desires and
so on, is actually a natural occurence, the desire to even have that experience
comes from the souls calling to the being within that is unaware that
theyve been conditioned to think,feel,speak, and live a life that isnt

knowledge about creation, and all the sets of consciousness within creation,
shared with specific beings. these beings were groomed completely in this
knowledge of not only themselves, but creation, and all life as it is.
applying this knowledge to symbols in the physical manifest realm,
yet simultaneously not speaking it abroad for all to have conscious knowledge
of what the symbols mean. through these actions, one can say hello to that
which gave birth to unconscious conditioned responses on this planet.
you can also say hello to the contracts that each being has contained
within their essence, as to the role they are to play.

from identifying with the unconscious conditioning, the being identifies
with the ego, and the fear contained within the ego, which is resistance
towards the being and all beings, towards being the enlightened or
illuminated, being that they are. there are two styles of coming out of
this unconscious state as far as im aware, that is either abiding, which
is you got it, and thats that, and you continue on knowing that you
are awake and aware and learning forever. The second one is non-abiding,
which is you got it and you lost it. in the non abiding variety, the being
is driven by instincts completely. in the abiding variety the being is driven
by their instincts also, but at a conscious state of being, so they know
why theyre feeling the way they are and so on. which is the opposite of
the non abiding. The non abiding experience, has spaces between it, an equational
sequenced experience where you got it for a while, and then suddenly you have
just this acknowledge of not knowing whats up at all.

the blessing within the non abiding is having to deal with the fear at an
unconscious level, not only that, but you also have to deal with the fact
that you know what you are dealing with, and you can pickup on what others

there are beings on this planet, who are not bridges of creations effortless flow.
this is due to the fact that they themselves have never had anyone around them to
geniuenly assist them in learning the difference between egoic selfish love
and true heartfelt soul self centered being a bridge for creation to move
through you love. this stems from the fact that as i just stated, they didnt
have any proper role models, and were never given the thought thus far within them
to geniunely and consistently look within and learn from their own heart knowing,
their unique connection to god, how to be a bridge of creations flow and in turn
how to truly live an ethically fulfilling lifestyle.

they identify completely with their ego, which can only mirror true love back
to itself, now i feel that since love is everywhere present, there is love
contained within the ego, but im not saying that due to this fact that one
should act on their egoic unconscious impulses, for this is NOT the way.
again those whom identify with their ego, do not know what its like to experience
true love as it is. they only know egoic love, which is selfish and greedy,and
completely misunderstands love = truth = true reality as it is. i again feel
that in the center of the ego, and all throughout it, one can find and experience
true love, but only when they first understand the nature of the ego, and all of forms
that is shows up as. upon this inner reflection of experience, one will find that
they themselves are challenged from within, by the ego that they have, and the ego
contained within others...the challenges arise in many variations, but the energy
of challenge itself, is none the less, still the same.

i dont recall thus far, stumbling across any information that puts it into words
in the way that i do. we are not taught this in school right now. we arent

hereditary, indoctrinational conditioning of the youth, generation from generation
for thousands of years. all who were chosen to step out, have done so throughout
human history. ostrosized by majority, accepted by minority. however
the tables have turned now, and for the betterment of all. you can see it everywhere.
the healing of all is backed by the unstoppable momentum of the laws that
govern creation = all. these laws flow. "going with the flow" they are magnetic
in nature. in order to heal one must go through themselves, and all that has
ever been surpressed by the will of god, is now having its reversal process
where the surpression is no longer working.

the root energy of surpression, is not only one of complete resistance in the
here now, but is also is a fear tactic of the ego's control center, in ones
identification with their ego, they also agree with all of the ego's compulsions
to project thought unto others. for those whom are deeply engrained in their
conditioning by contract, theyre responses right now, to this kind of
information, is seen as one of complete and utter bullshit, inevitably
theyre responses are that which show theyre resistance from within
by resisting you and what you represent.

if you are in their house, they will throw you out. if you refuse to leave
you will have the authorities called on you for harassment. this is
due to them feeling persecuted so in turn, they persecute you.
there are also those who are instinctively aware of this and work
behind the scenes in awareness, and always appearing to have a positive
attitude towards those who are not consciously rooted in true love.
and there are beings who are publically known, and work both
behind the scenes, and with the public's eyes. "theres something about
them, i just cant place my finger on it." which is the being who
identifies with their conditioning's response one way or the other.

youre so full of shit. you dont see yourself the way i do, and you dont see me that way
i see myself, and you see me from your unconsciously conditioned perception. and i see you
from that perception, and you tell me im in denial and have psychological issues
that need to be addressed. you tell me i need help, which is true because we all rely
on one another. you come at me from a place of egoic delusional superiority. telling me
that the way you perceive reality to be IS the way it is. you tell me that i need
to take a look at myself in all totality. you look into the books of old, for the
answers to your questions, you look to the books of old to uphold your perception.

you tell me im scared , im socially anxious, or suffering from panic attacks
or anxiety attacks. you in short tell me that youre seeing me as yourself
from a totally unconscious awareness. you never had the thought to question yourself
because you grew up having support of your unconscious perception of yourself
thus the way you perceive others to be and reality to be. you spin around
in circles unconsciously inside yourself, spewing your perception as the truth
at everyone around you, and only enjoy being around those who support your
current stance in the world.

you verbally persecute others who completely disagree with you and point out
how they see you. some of you not only verbally persecute, but intentionally
hurt others for them pointing out what they see taking place within you,
and this is because youre the one whos denying the fact that youre in denial,
because you identify with your unconscious, reactive, conditioned, egoic,
perception. youve even told me that i need to be put on medication
because my perception is deluded, crazy,insane, and not right. you read
these sentences and break down the words , so you can see where it is
that im coming from.