I was contemplating the extreme fluctuations in energies that we have been experiencing in the last couple of weeks. It suddenly struck me yesterday, these are labour pains, Gaia is having contractions! Who knows how long this process will actually take, but this is very exciting despite any pains that may be experienced.

Constantly the universe is pushing, right now whatever your personal format is for releasing the stuff that no longer serves you, your going to find there is some personality trait it's energy is attempting to transform. Like for me it's an unconditional level of compassion gone astray till it's become self destructive creating my own hell. It's negativity is beyond negative, with depression from anger by doing this to the self. In the 3D world any choices for change are all convoluted with social convention, and relationship structure making it that much harder, as they are really only a damned if you do damned if you don't catch 22, because any choice is going to bring the pain you've been avoiding by not stepping outside the boundary of the 3D Matrix Blueprint.. These types of woundings  close us off through the flight/fight survival mechanism, they are the ones creating emotional blocks forming from stagnated energy which ceases to flow beyond that certain point where we choked off. Eventually this energy back-up thickens till it has no place to go but out showing itself as physical mental or emotional disease. (our Karmic Lot as it's called)