My awakening/Opening up, 22 page letter, after a recent toxic relationship!

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"A Perfect Ending to A New Beginning"                      

By: Brady Holland


(My Apology/Thank You/Letting Go, Letter to an Indescribably Rare, Beautiful Young Woman)


"Keep in mind this letter was written in less than a week, it was then about one week later that I had even decided to start writing The Life of our Idea, but it is the entire foundation for Our Trilogy: Time and apparently all of my missing answers that I didn't even know I was looking for.. Igniting something within myself that I had been trying my hardest to suppress deep down inside of me for many years now, all thanks to one very special person, in which our lives just so unexpectedly happened to cross one another's path.. Unfortunately those paths couldn't meet up, walking down the same road together, but what came about afterwards as an ending/beginning result, well let’s just say I literally owe that young woman the world now! Here is my gift to our readers, how we turned something so horrible brewing inside of me, into something so unexpectedly beautiful.. You deserve to know some of your author's past." -B.R.H  


Coextentional Quantumary Loops

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Our consciousness grows... From the levels of existence that our conscious awareness can expand to or develop, we can see how many on Earth are in matter of fact in each of their respective levels of awareness and conscious development. The fields in which we get to... Look for/in after waking up, is more of a growing/learning pattern than that of someone whom is already at a deep subconscious "switch" where the consciousness has reached its limits and started integrating in a wholeheartedly manner. It becomes so expanded that they now function on something much vaster than the previous consciousness. This is something new a "Coding" of sorts... coding within the human the physical and etheric body to allow for this new set/way of being to develop freely without hindrance. This can be seen as a split... ones awakened and ones asleep in how/where/we?--- people--- at making the two Earths a higher and lower one.

A Few Words on Remember Past Lives

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Past life memories can come in in vague rememberance, or maybe a feeling that you love a certain time and place, or were a Lemurian. Something attracts you to a past self which some say is not really past as time does not exist.

Parallel simultaneous realities could be the same as a past life, if you take this idea of no time further. It is my understanding and belief that we hold the information, the memories and knowing from past existences or parallel existences of ourselves within the DNA. As DNA activates and as we go through an awakening process, we come to remember who we are and were. Being around others from these times and places, mostly our soul family, ignites our understanding and memory. It can also be being around objects like crystals that relate to that time. I could be visiting geographical place, walking our etheric footsteps in which we come to recall these times. It may not be until years later that we understand. I sense visiting the old city with the tomb of Christ plus the Qumran in Palestine where an Essene community was along with the Dead Sea Scrolls had this effect on me. I recalled my Essene lifetime a few years later even though at the time, I had no idea what this trip to Israel was about. Sacred sites raise your vibration and I know a person who says she experienced her spiritual evolution through this way. If it triggers some memories via energetic download, all the better.

Samhain Blessings

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Well we’ve reached the end of October, and although this year may not have been what we expected in terms of Ascension and planetary changes, I hope we can all agree that we are not the same person we were at the beginning of the year, let alone the beginning of the season.  Samhain is the time of year when the veil is known to be the thinnest. That is, the world we live in and the spiritual world are at their closest of the year, with the boundaries between the two worlds lowered so that it is more easily accessible. We are also approaching an eclipse that will happen on November 3rd. Eclipses offer a great time for us to tune inward and be aware of ourselves completely. Eclipses, and especially Mercury retrograde, which we are experiencing until November 10th, can cause issues in communication, travel, electronics and more so it is essential for us to stay centered and grounded. They can also be viewed as a symbol of change and rebirth.


How appropriate then, that during this time of enhanced Spiritual connection that I received my first channeling from the faerie realm! And even more appropriate for the theme of rebirth is the message they gave!

Unity Beyond Drama: Accelerated Awakening and a game of Dimensional Hopscotch

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(Shared from )

There is no “cabal”.
There is only us.
This is the next step of realization.
It is a dramatization of truth but not the last layer of truth we will see. It is a stepping stone in awakening.
I believe that it is a phase that can be skipped.
Some would choose it some would not, if given the option.
It is not of the 5th dimension.
It is a further leap to take. (To skip passed. Dimensional hopscotch.)
It is eyes open but not fully ¹.

Seeing light by way of dark, a reflection, indirect. The method of using the poison as the remedy. But not the final state of vitality.

Acknowledgement of a “cabal” causes people to form together and begin to feel as though they are on the same team – a unifying.
But it is not seeing the way in which the story is playing out.
It is a gentle transition for consciousness – from oppressed, to less oppressed, to not oppressed – but is still in the transition.

What do you do with naughty children? You monitor them… and tickle them so that they too can open their eyes.
Eyes do not close and pretend nothing is amiss.
But eyes also do not close to the only real option being love, not opposition ².

Opposition is a momentary step… it is the “no no” one says to themselves before the onset of the real work, the tickling.
The redirection of energy, of movement.
To light.


Being born all over.

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I recently awoken.

Previously my day would start with me sleeping in. Getting late to work. Work in a job I was unsatisfied with. Then go home, smoke weed and watch Tv until I went to sleep.
This would go by, day after day. With a urge that I was meant for something greater. Feeling the need to save someone.

I have no idea.

I have really no idea.

The days up to my awakening was me just suddently getting more and more interested in the stars. And what was up there.

Feeling I was constantly getting watched. Having to explain myself to someone. Something bigger than me. God? Who knows.

After being a bad person. Telling myself I was a good guy. Apologizing in advance to that higher power whenever I felt that today I'm going to mess up.

I screwed up. Me and my girlfriend broke up, after 4 years of fighting and neither of us having the courage to do what was necessary. Braking up.

When we finally did, I felt so alone. Realizing that I've been with the same girl since I quit school. Skipping my friends to be home arguing with her.

Moving home to my parents since we had the apartment together. Sleeping in the living room. As I couldn't bear to go down to the basement, where I'd previously lived. Because of all the memories stuck to that room.

One night having a lucid dream (I've had this for as long as I can remember, sometimes as bad as 2-3 times a week)
For the first time the whole room started shaking (might have been my head). Vibrating more than I can even start to explain.
I heard a voice. Also for the first time by the way.
Saying: You shall burn like the rest of my primates.

Visionary Musings and Theories

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Living in a Spiritual Bubble

Many of us that opt to follow the Spiritual path find ourselves in conflict; balancing the inner life with the outer life. Some encompass themselves within a bubble and surround themselves with solely the spiritual – I find that dangerous in many ways. We have incarnated in human form to learn and should accept the human limitations and not see them as frailties but as tools of how to grow.

I am skeptical of those who are not willing to look outside the bubble, closing off the ‘real’ world and the everyday existence; occasionally it is necessary but on a permanent basis is unrealistic and I believe it hinders growth. Why? Those of us who choose the spiritual path and awoken are here not only for our own soul evolution but also to assist in the ‘real’ world those who are still ‘asleep’. To alienate oneself from the outside world defeats the purpose of soul growth, it is survival in the real world that allows us to grow. How can others be helped when you consider their environment alien? Of course there are elements we all despise but we accept and live with but hope for change. That is humanity- learning to live with different opinions, beliefs, visions and values. No one is better than any other and what is valuable to one has a different value to another.

Spiritual retreats and meditation allows time to focus and regain the energies depleted in everyday life in the city. (I don’t meditate well, but understand the relevance) Grounding and being able to balance ones life is the key to growing spiritually.

Truth in Light - Calling your home

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There is a grand intensity of increase in the energies coming in and through us.  Do NOT fear that which is happening as many souls will now leave this realm.  We speak not only of the human soul, but of your animals, mammals and those of the Devic Kingdom.  They too are ascending with you in both physical and non physical realms.  There is nothing to fear.  All is in a grand state of elevation of frequency.  Mankind is taking another step up per se.  Life as you know it is becoming more real and alive.  The truth is unfolding before you and it may be unpleasant to see for man has lived in the shadow of himself not knowing the Light of thy Creator.  

Release attachment to things, people, places, situations and beliefs.  The puzzle pieces of your reality are now showing big gaps, holes and nothing may make you human mind in no way can grasp the level of quickening that is happening as you are shifting right along with the grand mix.  Your heart is the place that knows and is at peace with all that takes places.  Your heart is your connection to your highest truth.  Your heart is your path to your I AM creator connection.  Take, make and honor your time of going within to be ONE with All That Is.  Find your peace that is within you and is soon to evidence itself in your outside experience.

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Yeshua ~ You Will Emerge With Your True Selves Intact And Ready To Shine Even Brighter In Your Divinity ~ Channeled by Fran Zepeda ~ August 12, 2013

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In all perpetuity it is written that you shall awaken. And shall it be so. And so it is. And this is what you are in the process of and this is what you are destined to do and this is what you are made of. In all intents and purposes you have already done so. The pieces of the puzzle have been laid and you are containing the fabric of your awakening within your consciousness. It hasn’t totally materialized in many ways, but in many ways it has.

Think of it as all the light cells in your body being prepared for a flick of the switch when all conditions are right. You are illuminated so much now, and in a short while all will be readied for that higher beam to be prompted and switched on. You are not used to having that higher illumination yet in your physical bodies and you are being conditioned and readied through all these processes of late to be able to hold the deeper brighter light and sustain it in your bodies. You have gradually been readied and you are so much stronger and able to hold it within you. And to show it to the world.

And so it goes, and so it is. And this is why you feel at times you are at a standstill. But please know that you are building and strengthening to hold this higher light and frequency that will be such a burst and catalyst for immense change once it is able to be sustained within your physical bodies.


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